DAVE AND I'S PORNOS

Heya

Right so i really love talking. I think im an extrovert but in the wrong environment. I love talking and being around people. Honestly i cant talk for ages and ages. But maybe im not? I get drained being with my best friend. Hold on my brother is being annoying again.

Alright its kind of funny how he leaves me in the dark with the lighy closed. He knows i like this setting but is used to doing this i think.

Back to where i was, i get drained being with people. But for some reason i was really into school and being awake till early 2020. lately I haven't been the same. Though i like sleeping much more now I don't think i changed very much. My daily life is pretty much the same. I really wish i had friends. My best friend (saying this a lot) has a bunch of friends. Used to go out every night. Or she still does i dont know.

What a life thay is. Itd be so nice and cool. Being with people you trust talking and hanging out for ages. I should get a new personality so more people would like me lol. Not like you can buy personalities and shit but yk. Not that im mad but people swear more when their mad. I think its the negative inclination of saying fuck but its not very threatening.

Like people say fuck so much todays time. Its not bad i think its good so people use more words and express their emotions more and not saying a vague anger word. That sounds funny a vague anger word. Anyways today all i did was talk to people on the internet but the highlight is definitely listening to solar sands talk.

I can tell solar sands put a lot of effort in his one mil special. Its truely a special about all physical things big. He went on and on about to be made skyscrapers. Also he talked about starwars. Also he talked about these two guys who made and covered things with fabric. He also went on about a manga with robots making physical space for humans to live on and on. Additionally, he talked about this guy who painted big buildings on and on. He also said that hitler had the same dream. And how people chanting could create a cloud. Fascinating indeed.

His video was truely amazing. He also showed how actually long a mile is. Forgot to say that. Overall his video was great and i loved it. My favorite video on YouTube so far.

I seem to forget about a lot of things. The other day i was talking to a buddy and they said "were they hot" jokingly. But i couldn't seem to remember their faces. I probably hadnt seen them too much but it still upset me that i loved those people so much and i couldn't remember their faces, i dont remember images well i think. Not that thing where you cant imagine things well.

I forgot what it's called but i do remember wilbur soot has it. The inability to imagine images. I dont have this but my imagination is faded and bad. I dont have the words to describe it but im pretty sure it wasn't allways like this. I dont remember. Its truely scary to have bad memory because i feel like my life is fading. But what i dont need to remember isthe present. So hey its one am on a past Saturday. I feel like its only nine pm. Time tis weird.

This is only 604 words. My past fic was more than this somehow. It was about tjis dude who went and painted a dick on stuff. His name is alexander. Theres a lady named after a flower i think? And a guy named issac? Something similar. Then theres a mom.

Im going to explain how the characters character yk?

Alexander is a kid sitting after school with a habit of spray painting shit. He does have a tag but doesnt use it often because he like drawing pictures (of amon us{he doesnt actually}) on trucks and trains. Hes an atheist in a i think indian family. With a irish dad who isnt there. He has brown skin. Think abed nadir with nathan from the misfits combined. I just kind of wish to be him.

Transgender. In the live chat for solar sands (a song that remume of my friend just started playing xd) the people started talking about rights. Not a well thought out argument while solar sands was making his documentary. Not a good argument. They were spamming gay rights or gay wrongs. It was dumb. Trans rights are human rights i agree cuz im transgender and have common sense but it was empty minded.

I just wish i was cis. Not that I hate the trans experience but itd be easy (brother is annoying its time to sleep) goodnight.