I Need You For My Life

Chapter 22

''Wifey, please don't worry. I will do anything to save you. Don't give up on your life because I need you for my life too, wifey. I am waiting for you for whatever happened to you. Please wake up, hurm? It's been a week you are laying on this bed in this ward. Dr. Cheng said you are giving up your life. Why, Zhao Wei?'' Zhao Yunlan talked to his wife that still unconscious on that hospital bed in ICU ward.

It's been a week now that Shen Wei is laying in that ICU ward. Day by days, her condition is getting worst. She is giving up her life because of that drug. She feels helpless to lose her child because of that drug. She feels frustrated to get back her leukemia sickness because of that drug. She feels sad to be sick again. Zhao Yunlan looks at his poor wife on that bed and he saw Shen Wei reacted to his words like Dr. Cheng told.

''Wifey, I know you can hear every word from me, from them. Can't you understand my words to you? Please don't give up your life, okay? I want you, wifey. I miss you. I love you. If you give up your life, what will happen to me? I will lose you, my only love, my only wife. Aren't you love me, Zhao Wei?'' Zhao Yunlan kept talking and Shen Wei gives a reaction once again when her heartbeat on the machine is increasing again.

Zhao Yunlan sighs since he didn't know what's the meaning of that reaction whether his wife agreed with him and fighting to wake up or his wife is still giving up her life. Yezhun that also at there just silent. Sometimes, she wipes her tears to see the condition of her sister and also to hear the words by words from her brother-in-law.

''Alright! I don't know what to say anymore. I kept calling you, pleaded from you to wake up but you didn't want to wake up. Maybe you are really giving up your life because of that stupid drug! Are you really happy to let go of your life now, Zhao Wei?!'' Zhao Yunlan suddenly changed his tone of talk to Shen Wei, startling Yezhun near him.

''Yunlan! Why are you saying like that to jiejie?'' Yezhun worryingly asked if those words may cause her sister will give up that life.

''Shut up, Yezhun! Now please let me say my words to her since she wants to give up her life, right?'' Zhao Yunlan scolded to Yezhun made that girl immediately shuts up her mouth to not interrupt her brother-in-law to have a talk with her sister.

Zhao Yunlan sighs in frustration as he saw Shen Wei didn't give any reaction now.

''Zhao Wei, I know you are frustrated to get back this sickness and to lose our baby. I know you feel helpless now. But Zhao Wei, how about me that you want to leave behind? Didn't you say you need me for your life? So what if that drug has caused you get back your sickness and lost our baby? You still have me in your life. Or am I not important to you now, instead of your health and our baby? Where is your courage gone now, Zhao Wei? You said I am more important in your life because you only can live happily because of me. But why now? Do you really want to be healthy and have our baby instead of fighting to get it back? Zhao Wei, I told you I will do everything to save you. So please don't give up your life! Fight to wake up and be stabilized! So that I can save you, Zhao Wei. If you give up like this, how am I supposedly to save you, Zhao Wei? I can't do anything if you just laying down on this stupid bed and make all of us sad and cry to see you like this!'' Zhao Yunlan released his anger that he held since a few days ago when Dr. Cheng told to him that Shen Wei keeps giving up her life.

Shen Wei inside her coma state heard everything what Zhao Yunlan told to her. She startled when Zhao Yunlan that talked sofly to her suddenly changed his talk to be mad and frustrated. She knows Zhao Yunlan is frustrated to see her tried to give up her life. She didn't mad to hear that scold from her husband. She knows she made a wrong decision to give up her life now just because she got back her sickness and she lost her baby due to that stupid drug. Why is she wanted to give up her life just because of that?