Love Me With All of Your Heart

Chapter 8

Forth

My Beam looks so beautiful. His face is flushing, glistening with sweat. His eyes are dreamy. His cherry lips are swollen and wet because of our passionate kiss. He gazes at me full of love and desire.

"Welcome home, babe..." whispered Beam lovingly.

I lost it.

I don't know how many times I have him today. Every moan sound like music to my ears. Every pleasured scream is only making me more and more aroused. Climax after climax after climax make our body shaking, yet we are still wanting more. After the nth round, we finally succumb to exhaustion and collapse holding each other.

We fell asleep.

It's dark already when I wake up.

I still can't believe it. I smile, so happy I could die. I'm not dreaming, am I? He is here in my arms, snuggling to me.

I was coming home to my condo, feeling tired and sad. Beam asked me to leave.

He sounded so cold and I can't even feel angry. I made him like this. He has right not to believe me. Because of my insecurities, he was hurting. He lost his confidence. He can't trust me. He can't feel that I am sincere. He is afraid to have me back. I have to be patient with him.

I know that, but still I feel sad and lonely.

However, he keeps all my notes. He keeps the flower petals. I must not give up! He still loves me so much. I have to keep on trying.

I take a quick shower, then I check the refrigerator. Maybe I will just make a simple sandwich for my breakfast.

When we live together, Beam always filled my fridge with healthy food and vegetables. Even when he made instant noodles, he always put vegetables inside to make it healthier. But when we broke up, I didn't care about it anymore.

There's nothing inside my fridge except a few eggs.

I sigh and take those eggs. I will just make scrambled eggs then.

But then someone knocks on my door. I put those eggs back and go to open the door. I was shock to see my Beam.

He threw himself at me and the rest is the happiest moment of my life.

I got him back!

He is here in my arms again!

I kiss his head and caress his soft cheek. He sleeps so tight. He was tired after all the school work, and then we made love like there's no tomorrow. No wonder now he is sleeping like a baby.

I smile and kiss him again.

My stomach growls in hunger. I didn't have a chance to make breakfast. Beam must be hungry too. I don't think he ate anything before he came here.

I kiss his head and caress his back.

I move to let him go. I want to order something for us.

But I feel his holding is tightened.

Beam awakes and looks at me in fear. He thinks I will leave him!

I hold him back. "Sshhh... baby. I'm not leaving you. I just want to order food for us."

He stares at me like an abandoned child and I feel so sad. He still feels insecure.

I tightened my hold and whisper loving words in his ears. He hides his face on my chest.

"I'm sorry..." He mumbles. "I was just..."

"Ssshhh... it's okay, my love. I'm right here. I'm not going anywhere..." I'm kissing his forehead, his eyes, his nose, his cheeks, his lips.