Love Me With All of Your Heart

Chapter 3

Note: Today I will do double update, just because I want to... *wink*

Forth

I leave our condo, feeling annoyed and confused. Why is Beam acting like this? He never did this before. I wouldn't mind to stay if this is any other weekend. Why didn't he choose to be clingy last week? Or a week before? It's easier telling my mom that I won't be going home, rather than telling the boys that I won't join because of Beam. They will tease me and worse, accuse me to break my own rules.

And yes, I made the stupid rules.

All the boys will be laughed at me, especially Yung, one of my Engineering fellows who likes to challenge me in everything. The others said that he was jealous of me because I was chosen as the faculty moon, then I got anonymously chosen as the future Head Hazer. On top of that, he was jealous because I was a playboy, yet I managed to get one of the campus' heartthrob as my boyfriend.

Beam is simply that famous.

He was one of the university's beloved boy. Besides really handsome, he is also very smart. He is always friendly and cheerful. He is kind and make friends with anyone. People are confused at first to see him having a gay relationship, but nobody had a heart to hate him. Even the most homophobes in the university still manage to smile at him.

They said I am a lucky bastard.

I AM a lucky bastard.

Beam was straight before I asked him to be my boyfriend. My friend, who was in the same high school with Beam, said that Beam was kind of a playboy back in high school. Girls loved him and treat him like a prince charming.

I don't know why Beam accepted my offer to be my boyfriend, but he did and I'm not going to complain.

Something is not right today. Beam is not the kind who whines and begs. Why today he even begged to join me?

I shrugged and started my bike to go to the meeting point. I'll talk to Beam when I got back. By the time, Beam will be ease enough and we can talk without any anger. I plan to go back home in the morning on Sunday. I will take him out on a date and maybe he will be happy enough to forget all this silly thing today. Then maybe we can spend the night making love.

I shudder imagining Beam's smooth silky chest and his luscious red lips. I shake my head. It's not time to get turn on. Sometimes, it's really hard to take my hands off him. It's really hard to limit our love making session. But I have made the promise...

"Oy, Ai'Forth!"

I turn around to see Mao's bike next to me.

"Ai'Mao, ready?"

"Yes!"

"Guys, let's go!" I yell.

We all started our bikes and leave. We will have touring to Kanchanaburi. We will arrive at night, and the next morning we will have our fun activity. We started this boy's night out as freshmen, almost two years ago. Every last weekend of the month, we all gather and have fun together. All the members are from Engineering. We can't bring outsider in this, especially partners.

'Bros before hoes' is our motto. I insisted that no one can bring spouses. Granted, I made that rule when I was not into relationship. Now that I have Beam, I kind of regret it. But there's nothing I can do. Just go with the flow now.

We arrived at Kanchanaburi around 8 PM. After checking in in the resort, we all leave for our dinner in the nearest night market.

"Hey, where is Ai'Sam?" I look around and don't find Sam. Sam is one of our friends in Engineering. He is also Beam's classmate in high school, so he knows Beam, Phana, and Kit much. I got the info about Beam from him in Freshman year. That was the reason we become friends actually.