Diary of a Lesbian

entry 5

So I tried calling my father and he did answer but like always no change still as selfish as always just said yep to everything I said and when I went to hang up he is just like yep bye. This is why I don't ever call him as all he does is be selfish and everything has to be about him. At the moment I think I have failed as a girlfriend as my girlfriend is sad and it's because of me. I love her so much and I want her to know that. This is why when I saw my uncle yesterday he gave me some money for a rainy day well it is a rainy day as my girlfriend is sad so I'm using it. She has no idea what I'm getting her. I wish it was more but it's all I can do even though she does so much for me. I'm just hoping I can find what I'm looking for her without her noticing. She means the world to me. I honestly couldn't picture life without her. She has been the only girl that has ever made me this happy. I hope I can make her happy.

Thanks again for reading
Cassie