Diary of a Lesbian

entry 6

26.9.2021

So there has been awhile since I have been writing and there's been a few reasons why. But I am writing today as I plan to make a change for what is the better of my relationship and my friendship with my gf Jane and out friend. I have always had a bit of a bad temper but it got worse after I got diagnosed with ptsd from my family. They would always make out I was the one doing something wrong even when I had done nothing. I love my family but it's time for a break away so tomorrow will be the last phone call there as I would never forget my little bros birthday so that will be the last day the family hears from me for awhile so I can get myself together.  I plan on getting some help for my anger problems and figure out what can help me when I feel that way so I don't ruin my friendship or relationship.  I lost my cool today and I just didn't know what to do. The friend and I got into a disagreement over some silly stuff that I didn't know anything about at the time but I do now. I just hope that I can fix everything before it's to late as I can't lose either of them as they both mean alot to me. My girlfriend and I nearly broke up but she is will to give me one last chance as long as I work on my anger as that's the only thing that's making everything difficult. 

On a different note I got both of my covid vaccines so I'm fully vacated. My gf and our friend only have one more dose left. I love our friend as I see him like family as he helps us out lots. I love my girlfriend alot as well. I really hope that I can fix everything before we all break away as I don't want to lose either of them.

But once again thanx for reading
Cassandra