Diary of a Lesbian

entry 10

4.11.2021

So I had my cousin come and stay at mine for a few days and let's just say it didn't go a good way. She had been ignoring me the whole time she was here she would be on her phone snap chatting guys she doesn't know and always on tiktok which really pissed me off so the second day she was here I didn't feel like being ghosted again so I sat in my room and came out a few times but every time I came out she would just go silent and then my friend asked me to come sit out here and asked my cousin to put her legs up so I could sit on the couch but she never did so I had to sit on my girlfriends lap as no where else I could sit except for the floor which I ended up sitting on as I was hurting my girlfriends legs. So last night I had enough and said to her that she will be going home today and that she will not be returning as she wouldn't leave my friend alone and he was at work so he couldn't text and she just kept flirting with him even though he wasn't interested and that. So I said to leave him alone and she would be leaving today so that all went down and then later that night I was on the phone to my friend as he had gotten off work at 10 so I called him and told him what was going on and then she came out and started yelling and then went for a walk at 10:30 at night and I said that if she wasn't back by 11 I would be locking the door as I wanted to get some sleep as I was tired so she came back and then she decided she would go home at this time at night as apparently I kicked her out when all I said was if your not back by this time I would have to lock the house for safety reasons so now my uncle is passed and all that so I'm just so sick of my family being childish I told her that what she did was very childish as it was not fair on me to need to stay up till she got home. She has said lots of lies to her parents so now they hate me and to be honest I don't really care. She was being very disrespectful when she got back and all that so she won't be returning here as I don't want the drama as my girlfriend had an anxiety attack and I was having really bad thoughts the whole time she was here and even the cats didn't like her as she wouldn't leave them alone. Salem was hiding under my bed each night.

On another note today is mine and my girlfriends 6 months mark and I can't believe it's been that long together. I love her with everything that I have I would do anything for her and my bestie as they both mean a lot to me.

At the moment I think I have matured a lot as I am always around adults and all the trauma I was put through thanks to my mother so I fit in better with people older than me but never my age. So I always hang with people that are older as they have matured more than I have.

But once again thanks for reading
Cassandra

Always take care of the people you care about never lose them.