Diary of a Lesbian

entry 8

17.10.2021

So there's been a little going on recently.  To begin with I meet Jane's grandparents last night and I had one of my first proper family dinners and it was lovely. They had made some yummy food and had lovely chats. I was really happy to of meet some of my girlfriends family as hopefully one day I will be part of it. I love Jane and her family. On another note I have lost lots of weight 60 kilos to be more realistic. I have only starting losing weight since being with Jane and that is because I have Jane and out bestie mal helping me to cut out sugar and cut out snacking at nights. I have also started eating alot healthier meals with my girlfriends help.

On another note my dad is doing so great he is being a much better person towards the family and me. He put up on Facebook one of the sweetest posts either of my parents had put up about me in my life. It made me think that he is really becoming the parent I needed in my life. As my mother has had a turn for the worst. She has even said that she doesn't even know if she will be able to do a dinner with me for my 18th birthday next year. She will also be working Christmas so I won't see her or my brothers than. Which this all is partly goof but mainly more sad that I can't see my 2 little brothers for Christmas or anything.  I do love them but I had to cut ties with my mother for my mental health. 

On another note I have managed to get my anger into a little better.  I have managed to do things that would normally piss people off  like loading the freezer as we have a little freezer but not as small as the last one. I have been doing lots better as I would never want to lose my girlfriend or my one and only bestie.

So on this ending note I have lost lots of weight and I'm feeling alot better in health and head space.  I have a parent figure in my life and a good one.

And once again thanks for reading
Cassandra

Always believe in people never judge them before you know them and what they have walked through.