I sit in the middle of my bed.
Pondering where things went wrong.
What pushed me to push away all my friends and everyone who cares about me?
I'm constantly fighting with my loved ones pushing them awayas i push myself further down this hole.
I don't know why i'm fighting with everyone who's trying to help.
I'm trying to stop, to fix things but it seems as if i've damaged these relationships beyond repair.
I am truly
Lost
