How does one deal with so many different emotions bottled up inside?
Im screaming for help but push it away when it comes near.
I can feel everyone becoming sick and tired of my constant dark cloud hanging over my head but i can't help it.
Im hurting everyone around me but i don't know how to deal with myself anymore.
Ive become a bomb and I never know when im going to explode.
I push everyone pass the limits and soon enough i'll truly be alone. But maybe i just don't deserve anyone anymore.
Maybe i'm better off dead,
Now thats a pretty thought.
Emotions.