Shades Of Red [Therealkylesister]

❝lll𝐌𝐲 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞lll❞

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(oꆤ︵ꆤo) "𝘕𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘩𝘶𝘳𝘵𝘴 𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘯 𝘣𝘦𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘥𝘪𝘴𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘰𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘣𝘺 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘭𝘦 𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘰𝘯 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘸𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘯𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘩𝘶𝘳𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶." ●︿●

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I pressed my head on the door as Ariana was sobbing in the room. It's been two days and I broke her hurt. I had to take care of Jr while she was crying. I opened the door and I walked in taking a deep breath.

"Go away." She spoke through her sobs.

"I'm sorry Ariana, what more can I do?!" I said going to her.

"Bring my brother back!" She yelled at me.

"If I could do that I would have brought my DAUGHTER BACK!" I yelled at her at the end. She was quiet. "I understand that your hurt I do! But he killed my daughter Ariana! You don't understand how much pain he caused me! And yet you're telling me I should bring that bastard back?! Ariana! He didn't even show any remorse when he found out! You think I give a damn about your brother?! I'm tired of sitting here feeling bad! Stop fucking crying." I yelled at her. She was quiet. "Your brother was no good for no reason, you sit up here and act like he's innocent," I grumbled.

"I'm just hurt, Chris-

"I am too Ariana! Get over it." I snapped. "You are pregnant I don't need you stressing I only told you the truth because I didn't want to hide it from you. Look Ariana." I sighed getting on my knees holding her hands and looking at her. "I love you." I said to her. She had tears fall out her eyes.

"No you don't." She said.

"I had to do what I had to do, I wanted to do an easier route I did but I couldn't. I love you Ariana but I love my daughter more. I would never betray her over you or anybody. I wasn't trying to hurt you...I wasn't." I sighed she just looked at me.

"You loved her a lot huh?" She asked softly. I buried my face in her lap. She rubbed on back and I just broke down. I gripped as waist crying in her lap. "I'm sorry Chris, I know your hurting I'm sorry." She said rubbing my back.

Few hours later

I was wiping the gel off of Ariana's stomach. We just finished our doctor's appointment. It was quiet.

"For the baby, we need to just get past this," Ariana spoke breaking the silence. I looked at her. She sighed. "I don't want to lose it...that's the last thing I need to happen." She softly spoke. I pulled her shirt down.

"Okay, how about we take Jr to the park or something?" I suggested. "We need to get out the house," I said.

"I want to go to the beach." She said. I nodded and looked at Jr in his car seat. "I know it's going to be hard taking care of Jr because he's Von's son but we are just going to have to work through this. Unless Misharron gets out of her...zone and starts taking care of him," She said.

"I am good, to be honest, I don't think she wanted to be a mom," I said. My phone started ringing and I looked it was my mom.

"Mom?" I spoke.

"Christopher, I miss you when are you going to come to see me?" My mom asked.

"uh," I mumbled and I looked at Ariana. "It's just been a lot for me these past weeks," I said to her.