You and Me-Mattheo riddle

Marry you anyway

I was little confused. Why did harry want to see me? I reached the gryffindor common room. 

"Oh shit, not your bullshit again you fat ass" I said to the fat lady.

"Why do slytherins have to come here, especially you abusive child! This is a gryffindor common room!" she whined

"Just give me the password lady" I said.

"No."

"Hey whats going on?" I saw mione make her way towards me.

"Oh thank the fucking lord that you're here. This fat ass wont let me in!" I said to her

"Nicky! Dont call her that!" mione said

"Ya, ya, can you tell me the password already"

"Its abstinence"

And the ugly bitch opened the hole. As I went inside I saw harry.

"Hey, you called?" I said

Ron and hermione were there too.

"Yeah, um, so as you know that now we dont have any protection in hogwarts either now that, you know-" I knew he didnt want talk about dumbledore so I cut him.

"Yeah yeah I do. And?"

"So we have to stick together. After this summer, when me, ron and hermione meet, we want you to meet us at the burrow too. Its not safe for you here and if we stay at hogwarts then everyone else is going to be in danger too." harry finished

I just sighed. What about mattheo? What am I going to tell him? But I knew harry was right. If mattheo doesnt go back to his father, then he would be in danger with me.

"So....." harry trailed

"Yeah, yeah I'll come"

"Great" harry said and an awkward silence fell. Finally hermione broke it.

"Um, I am gonna go pack all the books ya know" she said and left.

"I am going to write to mum. She must be worrying up her ass. Oh shit, I forgot about fred and george, gonna write to them too" ron said and got up

"Say hi to my favourite redhead twins from me" I said and he nodded.

Now me and harry were alone.

"How are you doing?" I asked him

"Not good" he said and chuckled, I did too.

"You were great out there" he said.

"Thanks"

He then scooted a little closer to me. I did too. I still couldnt believe that dumbledore was gone. I held harry's hand tightly. He held it back. After a while, I rested my head on his shoulder.

"This is going to be hard, you know, leaving hogwarts, leaving everyone" I said

"It will. But he wants us, we cant let everyone get into danger with us." he said

"Nicole?" he said and I looked up from his shoulder and into his eyes.

"Mhm" I said, and then............he kissed me. His lips were so soft. I knew it wasnt right. I loved mattheo, but I wanted to kiss back. And so I did. I felt really bad but I still did. We pulled away after a few seconds.

"Wow" he said

"What wow?" I said and smirked

"Your lips taste like vanilla" he said and I laughed.

"Well, I better get going, I have to pack up" I said and exited before he could say anything to me about the kiss.

What the fuck did I just do! Why the fuck did I do that!