I missed you....

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Nicole's pov:

He was warm, like always. I havent felt this safe, this loved, in a long while. The feeling of being loved is exceptionally precious, that, I learned the hard way. My head on his chest and my arms around his torso, while he held me, never wanting to let go of me. 

I slowly looked up at his face. He was still the most beautiful human being in my eyes. His hands slowly trailed to my back as I brought my hands up, touching his chest. My hands trail to the back of his neck. He touched my forehead from his own.

"I missed you...." he whispered.

My eyes were moist, I took a long breath, exhaling. Steadily, I stood on my tippy toes, bringing my face closer to his. I gently kissed him. After a minute, we pulled away.

"I missed you too...." I said, in a shaky tone. We looked at each other, for like, forever, until we were interrupted by someone.

"Nicole?" I heard a male voice say.

It was blaise.

"Its really you" he said, a smile forming his lips as I jumped onto him. He spun me around.

"You bitch! How dare you fucking leave me alone. Now I am gonna kill you with my own hands" chessy said, balling her eyes out.

"Chessy.....dont cry, I am sorry, I had no choice" I tried to explain as I hugged her. 

"And you're not gonna say sorry?" chessy asked, pointing at hermione "You bitches scared the fuck outta me!"

Hermione joined the hug.

"Uhhhh, yall left me there, whats going on?" I looked up to see a brunette speaking.

Mattheo and chessy rolled their eyes.

"Oh and I also found this attractive guy outside" she said pointing to liam. "But not as attractive as you" she whispered to mattheo. 

I chuckled, as mattheo backed away, avoiding eye contact with me. I walked towards mattheo and wrapped my hands around his arm.

"BABE" I said out loud and clear. "Who is she?" I said, all smiley.

"Damnnn, some real shit cookin' here" chessy mumbled.

"Uh, this is grace babe, we met 2 days ago, she was wandering alone so we took her in. Nothing more, nothing at all" mattheo explained.

"Babe? You have a girlfriend?" grace said, bewildered.

"Yeah, I am nicole" I said, acting all polite.

"ANYWAYS" blaise yelled. "If you ladies are done, we gotta talk about some more important shit, like what the fuck we are gonna do now"

"Uh guys?" I heard liam's voice. He entered the small house. "Oh hey, um, I am liam"

"Liam, come on in, I know everyone here. Dont worry. This is chessy, blaise, draco and mattheo." I looked at grace and rolled my eyes "And this is grace"

She scoffed.

"Um, guys.......we should get out of here" draco warned. We all looked outside the house, to see a hoard of death eaters entering godrics hollow.

"Okay, um chessy, blaise and me will hold on to mattheo. Draco, harry and grace, you guys hold onto hermione." I instructed and then mumbled to myself "Cuz there no way in hell im letting that bitch grace hold mattheo" But chessy heard me and laughed.

We held on to each other. Mattheo and hermione discussed where to apparate and then boom. The sick feeling when you apparate came and I felt like throwing up but obviously didnt. 2 minutes later, I found myself lying on the ground along with everyone else in a deserted forest. 

I woke up and crawled to everyone, waking them up one by one. It was getting dark so we set up the tents. I wasnt feeling sleepy so I went outside. Mattheo was on the watch duty. I walked up to him and sat next to him. He interwined his hand with mine. There was silence for a long while, until he broke it.

"Why'd you leave me? I went crazy without you, I had no fucking idea what I would do" he uttered.

"I didnt want to, but after I-after I kissed harry, I felt like I had to, I felt like you would hate me. I couldnt bear to think what would happen to us. So I left, It was the only way out of the mess I created."

Silence, again.

"I am sorry" I mumbled.

"Dont do that again, ever again" he said.

"I wont" I promised and laid my head on his shoulder.

"You know, I never cared about anyone, I never loved anyone. I grew up, cold hearted, without emotions. I dont know how you did this to me, but its the best feeling ever. I always thought "Love isnt for me" "Love is stupid" "Nope, love isnt in the cards". Until I met you. Thank you, for changing me" he finished.

I looked at him, and my lips formed a smiled. I stood up and played the radio, I didnt want deep talks anymore.

"What are you doing?" he asked, smiling.

I held one hand out to him, asking him for a dance.

"May I have this dance mr. riddle" I asked all formal.

"You may" he said, like a pretty princess being asked to a ball dance.

He took my hand and grabbed my waist with one hand. The other twined with mine. My hand around his neck and the other twined with his.

Slowly my hands trailed to his back and his hovered over my shoulders. We just swayed to the music. After a while I heard him whisper, thinking im asleep "Im so in love with you nicole mazaras, you got no idea"

I smiled. I guess I really must have fallen asleep because the next thing I remember is waking up in my bed. OR MAYBE IT WAS JUST A DREAM. I ran out to see mattheo, cooking.

"I came outside last night didnt I? And we danced and talked right?" I asked, hurriedly and all panicky.

"Yeah...." mattheo said all confused.

"Oh thank god it wasnt a dream" I mumbled. He chuckled. After a while, he left me for the cooking. I rolled my eyes but still cooked cuz I was starving. And also cuz mattheo had some canned and packaged food left and I wouldnt have to eat bolied mushrooms.

As I was doing the cooking. He snaked his hands around my waist and kissed my neck. He nibbled into my neck and I giggled.

"Stawpppp, Im cookingggg" I said giggling. He stopped nibbling but kept his position.

"Argh, would we have to see this every morning now?" Blaise asked disgusted.

We rolled our eyes. Liam kept giving me and mattheo weird stares for some reason.

"Blaise, theyre adorable and being coupley, let themm, I wanna have this with ray" she exclaimed all happy.

After a while, everyone was eating and me and mione were sitting together.

"Im so happy to see you like this" she said

I scrunched eyebrows in confusion.

"You havent smiled like this in such a long time. I am so happy to see my best friend happy." she said. She looked at mattheo and frowned. I immediately understood what she was feeling. I put a hand on her arm.

"He'll come back, I know he will. And my instincts are mostly right, arent they? Oh and where's harry?" I asked

And as I asked that question, we saw harry returning......with a certain someone.

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A/n- Yall had been waiting for this for so long, werent ya? But anyways, its finally here, I hope you enjoyed:)


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