Bleeding mind

My peace

With a blank stare
I seek for my sanity
Above the hills of success
Below my mountain of regrets
With eyes teary and hollow
I search for my peace my calm
When will my search be over
All I need is a sign
When will I be able to rest
Am I seeking what was never mine?
I am aware I've never had a halo
Maybe birth from mud not sure if from fire
But like the wildflowers blooming in the meadow
I would like for once to grow
To find myself
My peace
My calm