simons loverr

screwing things up.

kate: y/n wake up- holy shit y/n, did you fucking throw up on my bed
y/n: no
Kate: yes you did it's all green and watery
y/n: oh shit i did
i laughed a little
kate: ugh, okay get ready for school I'll drive you
y/n: i don't have any clothes
kate: just use mine
y/n: ooh okay

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kate: Y/N HURRY UP
i was in the bathroom fixing my hair
y/n: OKAY
i walked out of the bathroom with my hair in a ponytail
kate: took you long enough
y/n: whatever can we just go
kate: fine
we got to school
y/n: i don't wanna go in
kate: why
y/n: i don't wanna run into simon
kate: so what if you do
y/n: what do you mean i was literally a bitch to him?!!
kate: okay, well...just talk to him
y/n: okay..
kate: let's go

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im standing at my locker then i turn around to see simon standing there looking in his locker
"𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘰𝘯 𝘺/𝘯, 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘥𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴, 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘨𝘰 𝘵𝘢𝘭𝘬 𝘵𝘰 𝘩𝘪𝘮"
okay, here i go
y/n: hey simon..
simon: hi..
he didn't sound to excited to see me
y/n: um, about last night-
simon: y/n, please just forget about it, I don't fucking care what you have to say
y/n: I SCREWED UP OKAY, I admit it, I fucking screwed up, and kate told me not to get drunk, and I didn't listen and fucking got drunk anyway, and she started making me feel bad about myself, but the point is, i love you simon okay, i fucking love you, and when I realize what I did I felt like such an asshole, i don't wanna lose you simon, i cant lose you I love you and only you, now im gonna go before- AH
I walked away absolutely embarrassed for not knowing what to say

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i was in class just rethinking everything that happened
𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘧𝘶𝘤𝘬 𝘪𝘴 𝘸𝘳𝘰𝘯𝘨 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘮𝘦, 𝘪 𝘤𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘯 𝘱𝘢𝘺 𝘢𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘸𝘦𝘭𝘭, 𝘪𝘧 𝘪 𝘨𝘦𝘵 𝘦𝘹𝘱𝘭𝘦𝘭𝘭𝘦𝘥 𝘪𝘮 𝘣𝘭𝘢𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘮𝘺𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘧
the bell finally rang
y/n: FINALLY
everyone stares at me
i smiled awkwardly
y/n: BYE
you go to your locker to see something slip out
it was a note, interesting?
"𝒾 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 -𝓈𝒾𝓂𝑜𝓃<3"
he wrote it in cursive
i smiled the biggest smiled i think I've ever done
y/n: yes
i said smiling
i go to find him but can't
y/n: hey Kate where's simon
kate: I think he left already
y/n: damnit
kate: why
y/n: i just wanna talk to him
kate: sorry he's not here anymore
y/n: why do you say it like that-
some girl comes and falls and drops water all water all over me
y/n: WHAT THE FUCK
girl: oh my god, im so sorry
she kinda starts crying
y/n: no no, don't cry, okay fuck it I gotta go get this shit off of me, keep crying
kate: okay...im hungry talk to you later
y/n: okay
I walked in the janitors closet to get a towel
simon: hey girl
y/n: AH WHAT THE FUCK
simon: oh sorry, did i scare you
y/n: A LITTLE
simon: HA
i rolled my eyes
y/n: why the hell are you in here
he pulls out a cigarette
y/n: ohh
simon: want one?
y/n: wont we get caught
simon: no I come in here almost everyday
y/n: okay then
I took the cigarette and he lights it for me
y/n: thanks
simon: mhm
y/n: simon..?
simon: yeah
y/n: do you really love me
he turns red a little bit
Simon: yes, yes i do..
i smile a little at him
simon: do..you actually love-
y/n: yes, i love you with all my heart
he smiles at me bigger
i couldn't help it, his lips were just right there in front of me, so i decided to lay my lips softly on his
kissed for like 7 seconds
y/n: now that I've screwed up enough, and this isent really the right place to ask you but, if you think about it, wanna be like bestfriends with benefits
simon: why not dating
y/n: cause i wanna...have..sex with girls too
he just turns red again
his eyes widened a little bit
simon: honestly i I don't really care, go for it love, bestfriends with benefits, sounds good
Y/n: you sure
simon: yep but only THREE OPTIONS...kate, sam or deena, ONLY THOSE THREE
i laugh
y/n: okay, sounds good
i smirk
y/n: okay we should get out of this shithole
simon: yeah, BUT
y/n: wha-
he kisses you
it wasn't like sexual or anything, well it kinda was, it was a passionate kiss
i smile
simon: wanna go to my place?
y/n: sure, but i gotta study for my essay tomorrow
simon: what class
y/n: English, the most boring class EVER
he laughed
simon: okay let's go

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we got to his house and i put my coat down and started walking up to simons room
simon: what's your rush
y/n: im not rushing
i got in his room and I sat on his desk across the room
y/n: okay gotta start this shit
simon: cant you do that later
y/n: might as well get it over with
simon: finee
im just writing down notes then simon walks up next to me
y/n: hi..
simon: hey darling
y/n: what are you doing
he just starts playing with my hair
simon: i got a tangle in your hair...
y/n: simon just leave it
simon: im bored
y/n: okay I'll just take a break, now what do you wanna do
he smirks
y/n: simon no
simon: please
Y/n: not right now
He starts doing his puppy face
Y/n: holy shit..you know I can't resist that
Simon: I know
He smirks again
Y/n: come here
i kissed him
and boom we're making out
he smoothly slides his tongue in my mouth while my hands grabbed on to his neck with his hands around my waist
he starts taking off my shirt then i take off his
he touches the back of my thighs and lifts me up onto his bed
still making out..
then he starts taking off my shorts and at this point he's touching me all over, my thighs, neck, breast's, and the side of my stomach, his cold hands touching me just have me tingles all over my body
he starts kissing my neck, collarbone, and goes down to my breasts, he looks up and I nod to give him a sign
he starts kissing my breasts then works his way up back to my mouth, now these kisses are sloppy, our tongues in each others mouths and rough kissing, then he pulls down my underwear then my bra and y'all know where this leads to
*so im gonna give details so GET READY*
when you first felt him in you, all you felt was a sharp pain, but once he went in and out you felt pleasure
and of course i moaned
he started going faster and faster
and i started moaning louder and louder
this isent my first time having sex with simon, we just haven't done it in a while, but this time felt better than any of the other times
feeling him thrust into me was one of the best feelings ever.

y/n: holy fuck, that was... amazing
Simon: hell yeah it was
y/n: simon
simon: yeah?
y/n: please tell me you you used protection
simon: oh...

I APOLOGIZE FOR THIS CHAPTER. BESTIES THIS STORY TOOK A WHILE. IM TIRED ITS 3:41 IN THE MORNING HERE 😭 HAVE A GOOD DAY/NIGHT

and yes guys i made a change * YOU AND SIMON ARE NOT DATING*