"Are you okay Dream?"
That's question. Always that question. The worst part is who it was asked by. A person I couldn't lie to... No matter how hard I tried. Even if he wasn't the exact same person he was still...-
"Wilbur..?"
I looked up and saw a familiar ghost. He has a piece of...Blue..? I think he calls it. He's the complete opposite of the Wilbur I knew during the wars. He reminded me more of the before time. The ghost reminds me of the man I had a pizza date with. The man who helped me with anything.
I stayed with Wilbur the whole time he was becoming the villain. I knew the feeling, The feeling that your not what your supposed to be. He may not have fully been there when I went...'Crazy' But I wasn't going to leave him.
"Oh...I'm sorry..You must have mistaken me again.. It's me!.. G-Ghostbur!" The ghost smiled at me, The blue he was holding was dripping onto the ground his hands were covered in it.
"Sorry Ghostbur.. I know your nothing like Alivebur.." I looked at my hands again. 'I guess that's the problem... He's...Nothing... Like him."
"Do you want some blue? You seem a bit..-" I cut the ghost off, "What? Blue?" I smirked. Just like I expected, I heard Ghostbur giggle. "Yeah I guess so!" Just his voice alone made a shiver run down my spine.. He sounded so...Dead. Funny right?
Ghostbur handed me the blau in his hands. It melted as soon as it came in contact with my hand, Staining the leaves a dark blue.. Almost black. I slowly looked up at the ghost even if his skin was a lot paler and his hair was more grey... He still looked like Wilbur.
"Sorry about your....Blue.." the ghost looked at me surprised.. he asked the same question as earlier.
"I'm serious..Are you okay?" His voice was still echoey but for some reason I could here Wilbur in it more... When I looked at Ghostbur his eyes were a bit more brown and looked a bit more alive. 'Am I going crazy...?!'
"I-Im fine Ghostbur. Just remembering things" I slightly smiled, The ghost looked at me like he could see right through me..
-Ghostburs POV-
"It was hard for me when I was remembering too!" I was still thinking about the blue.. I rarely often see that happen. It's only happened one other time when Technoblade held blue for the first time.
"Ghostbur...I gotta go...." Dream had quickly stood up and walked away, Dream climbed down the tree then ran away.
I could tell Dream was still upset... 'He was always seems sad around me.. Did I do something..?'
-Dreams POV-
I ran...I ran from Ghostbur.. I ran past Tommy and Tubbo.. I ran threw the SMP.. I just need to leave for a bit..
I got lost at some point..but I chose to continue running.. I ended up in the snowy tundra, I wasn't looking where I was running... I ended up in the middle of a ice lake. I slipped and fell, It would have been fine... If the ice didn't crack under my knee. I tried standing up but it just cracked more..
I tried to slowly move off the ice but it kept cracking. It wasn't fully frozen over and was really weak.. I didn't want to wait and slowly die, I didn't want to have any hope. Because if I had hope....And I fell in... My last thoughts wouldn't be 'why won't George or Nick forgive me... When I did everything for them. Why is Tommy so nice but anytime during war he becomes an asshole.' My last thoughts wouldn't be me thinking of all the betrayal I have done, And that has been done to me. My last thoughts wouldn't be about 'will my family miss me? Will I have a funeral? Am I even going to have a grave?'
No....
My last thoughts are gonna be about in my final moments of life I gave myself false hope. False hope that I give myself in the darkest moments. The same hope that broke me.
And I wouldn't be able to think about my family at all because of it.
So.... Instead of going slow.. I stood up.
I got ready, Looking for the shortest path..
To make sure I don't give myself false hope... I just kept saying to myself.....
"I'm going to die...And there nothing...NOTHING. I can do about it."
And with that... I ran....
And you could say....
Luck wasn't on my side today..
-Puffys POV-
<Server> Dream drowned in a frozen lake . . .
0 Cannon lives remaining.
"D-Duckling..."
-Ghostburs POV-
Dream died?! No...He couldn't have!
All of a sudden a small ghost appeared in front of me. "GAH!" I screamed... I wasn't used to people popping up in front of me! I usually do that to others! I looked closer at the ghost before they whispered to me...
"Hi...I- Do you k-know my name?"
-Wilburs POV :)-
I was sitting watching the train drive by. When all of a sudden it stopped. I heard someone inside, but thought nothing of it. Probably just hearing things.
The doors open and there was a light. It was so fucking bright, I dropped my head down so I didn't blind myself! That was till I heard a familiar voice...
"You look like shit..."
The SMP was in shambles without their admin. They never realized what he did for the server.
At the funeral no one was able to say anything...not one word..
I guess you could say....Death is hard...
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I'm not that proud of this angst but it's alright ig :)
