You Saved Me / A Jax Teller Love Story

chapter 30

        Sades pov.

  I walked into the thousandth room ok that was dramatic but I literally couldn't find him no where . "Why don't you just call Remington" .

       I turn to Lucas "you know what I can't belive I didn't think of that" . He smiles proudly .

       I drop my smile "except I did" his smile drops now to . "What is your problem you are acting like an ass" .

      I stopped and put my hands over my face sighing . I looked at the boys "look I know I'm acting like an ass but between what happed to my kids andme not being able to find Jax I just can't do it no more" .

       Lucas was my best friend and so  where Alec Chace and Dom but I had so much more of a connection with Lucas . I couldn't really figure out why but he knew me more than I know myself just as I know him more than he knows himself .

       He walked to me knowing I needed a hug and gave me one . I hugged back taking slower stadier breathes . It didn't last long considering we had to find Jax but I was grateful for that hug .

       We walked down another hall passing a few nurses . They gave us weird looks so I flipped them off . Before opening the last door down this hall .

        I held the handel and closed my eyes all while pulling under my breath to let Jax please be in there . I finally opened the door .

        I saw Remington with a plate of food and Jax with one as well . He was smiling he looked at me and his smile got bigger if thats even possible .

        "Hey beut....." I cut him off by running to him and engulfing him in a big hug . I wrapped my arms around his neck and held on tight .

       "I love you" I whispered it gently in his ear . Before pulling away and cupping his face . He looked concerned I would explain later right now I just needed to know that he was real .

     I looked back into his blue eyes the ones that picked me up when I fell . His perfect blue eyes . Then his pink luscious lips . I connected my lips with his .

      Our lips fought for dominance but I melted in it letting him win . He pulled back "what happed is everything ok" . I smiled creesing his cheek . 

    I took a deep breathe and looked at the sheets before going on about what happened .   
     
     "Yeah I just couldn't find you and the lady at the front ..... I thought she did something but I would never find out because I killed her and Able and Thomas I just ..... needed you" .

       I felt a hand touch my shoulder and I looked up to see Remington . He gave me a concerned look . "Your going to have to slow down and tell us what you mean" .

      Chase spoke for me and as he spoke I laid in bed with Jax as he held me . "She means that Able and Thomas where both ...... touched" .

       I felt Jax wince and I did to I couldn't help but feel it to be my fault . So I finished for Chase "whenever people came in shooting i took Thomas away from it but they wanted me so rosevelet took Able and Thomas . He couldn't stop the men . When it was over rosevelt shot the nasty men but Thomas wouldn't let me go and Able broke . They have a doctors appointment at two twommoro . They both had pain when the peed i got them to sleep because you had just gotten out of surgery and I wanted to see you so Dom and Alec stayed back with them" .

       I stopped letting tears seep my clothes . Jax squeezed me for reassurance . I looked up at him with tears in my eyes .

      He took the padding of his thumbs and wiped them away . I sniffeld and he kissed my cheek . "It ain't your fault as long as they pay for what they did and you made sure of that" . I nodded and he kissed me .

      Chase told them about the lady at the front but I didn't listen I just held on to Jax until I finally fell into sleep .
    
       "Can you please shut up" I begged my eyes still closed I heard the boys taking and I was so tiered . The baby kept kicking all night and while everyone got to sleep I got to insult a sleeping Jax for even getting me pregnant .

       "Whats up your ass" I sat up and looked at Tig the ass that pissed me off so much . "Not me sadly" I looked at Jax agape I could not belive he just said that he was smirking .

        I picked up a pillow and lightly hit him with it . He started chuckling i couldn't help but chuckle with him .

      Remington Chase Lucas Tig and another guy who I didn't know was in there . I looked at my phone and the time read eleven thirty-five I immediately got up .

      "Whats wrong" I looked at Jax and sighed . "I have to go get the boys and get them ready . I promised we would have breakfast together before the doctors and its at two so I've only got about two and a half hours .

        I picked up the heels I was in red dress with black heels and I had makeup on . I had put this on because the dress was comfortable it was a maternity dress and the shoes well I just did that for the hell of it the makeup that was Dom he is actually quite good at it .

        I took my ponytail off my wrist and tied my hair up . "Relax im sure they will be fine you'll make it in time" . I looked at him and rubbed my stomach i was six months pregnant and boy was my stomach getting big .

        I looked deep into his eyes and gave him a reassuring smile . "I know I just ...... miss them" .

       He kissed my cheek and then it hit me i had been so caught up in the boys and missing Jax I forgot to get in to him about what an idiot he is .

      I pulled back "you idiot what in the fuck where you thinking you could of died when did that hit you was it before or after you where shot" .

       Jax winces slightly at my mood change . "You fell down and you weren't getting up someone said teh bitch is finally dead so I said no she ain't but you are and when I went to shoot him he shot me" .

       I lightly shoved Jax "you literally gave him a warning that you where going to shoot him" . He sighed I rolled my eyes and kissed his head .

       "I've got to go I will be back with the boys you don't even think about leaving I can protect myself and my kids stay safe" .

       I began to walk out when Tig said "careful princess" . I know he said it to piss me off so I did what I did best . "I will be as careful as possible i can't die not until I see you get a girlfriend so I guess I have to become immortal because thats never happening" .

       He stood mouth agape I blew a kiss at Jax who was smirking and walked out . I slammed the door just to startle someone before leaving that awful hospital . I was ready to hold my boys and murder whoever harmed them . After all my sins where mine to keep and it didn't mater who I killed to keep them safe .

        Twommoro is Monday yay can you hear the excitement in my voice I love you stay strong do well xoxo kenzie 😘❤