Originally Loved

Yoohyeon's Scar and Tattoo

Yoohyeon was laying in her bed, thinking of the story behind about Bora and Minji's past. Now, she somehow understood why Minji was acting the way she acted. She wanted attention from the people she loved even though it involves hurting anyone on the way just to get what she want. But she thought that Minji is a softie inside but just a broken human being that needed to be fixed. Night is her favorite time during the day because she will be able to think a lot of thoughts that is either imaginable or even unimaginable.

She sat up and brushed her hair off using her two hands and pulled away from her face making a ponytail revealing a 2 inches horizontal pinkish lumpy scar found on the right of her head above her ear. She touched it and wanted to remember what happened 2 years ago. She didn't remember when did she got it and where, seems like there is no flashes of memories regarding it.

She always asked her mother about it, but her mother told her that she got it when she was just 16 years old, riding a bicycle and crashed through a tree and her head was banged on a sharp stone which led to a brain injury. She believed her mother.

She had been diagnosed with an amnesia that affects her ability to retrieve memories and unable to remember what happened during the years prior to her injury.

She remembered that they were abandoned by her father and how devastated she was and her mother. She also remembered Dami, her longtime bestfriend, since childhood but not the event that happened 2 years ago.

She was not bothered at all what happened two years ago, she thought maybe she is still herself, clumsy, introverted individual.

She slept well when she got it, no memories flashed or any nightmare, well probably except last month, she dreamt of being threatened by a certain person but was unable to see them that kept on laughing hysterically.

She thought that it probably triggered by Bora mentioning JiU's name which she clearly did not remember encountering such person with that name.

She always thinks so hard that her head hurt and it annoyed Yoohyeon. She sometimes slept it off to somehow let it go, but sometimes it wasn't, the thoughts kept her all night, enduring the pain. THE PAIN OF NOT REMEMBERING AT ALL.

She received a call from her bestfriend Dami, also known as Lee Yubin.

Yoohyeon: Hello? Who's this?

Dami: Yah! idiot, it's Dami.

Yoohyeon: I know. Why'd you called? She could hear Dami groaned from the other side of the line with annoyance

Dami: Am I not allowed to call my idiot bestfriend? And clumsy? And forgetful? And --- She was cut off by Yoohyeon's complaint.

Yoohyeon: You're allowed okay, enough with the insults. Yoohyeon chuckled.

Dami: How's everything in there? Did someone care to hurt my bestfriend? Tell me and I will punch them!

Yoohyeon: No one. I can handle myself, Pandami. She lied a little. It's been a while that she talked to Dami, but she doesn't want to worry her.

Dami: Hmmm, I doubt that you can, remember when I left you at our home with baking the cookies, I told you to ----- She was cut off again.

Yoohyeon: Yah! I know, it burned. But I was playing PUBG and I could be killed.

Dami: So, games are more important than the cookies? Without it you could be hungry. Can PUBG provide you food????? Huh??

Yoohyeon: (She laughed) That was one time Dami. But I assure you that I am okay. How about you ?

Dami: Happy! Yipppie

Yoohyeon: Why?

Dami: I do not want to deal with your lousy ass. Hahahaha

Yoohyeon: Okay bye, Dami, Nice talking to you. I'll block you.

Dami: hey hey, I'm kidding okay? I've missed you. If I have time I will visit you there, Yooh.

Yoohyeon: Ohh, ohhh, If you have time come to our talent show, if we will be chosen. hahaha. I'll text you if we get in.

Dami: Sure, Yooh. I'll clear my schedule for you. But text or call me first okay?

Yoohyeon: Sure, Dami. I have to go to sleep, loser. She fakely yawned.

Dami: Yah! alright, sleep well. I love you and miss you idiot. (She faked vomiting from her cringeness)

Yoohyeon: Yes, goodnight loser. Luv ya. mwaaaah

Yoohyeon ended the call, she really was thankful that Dami called her. She missed her bestfriend.

She lightly touched her left hand and pulled down the collar of her T-shirt revealing a reddish keyhole heart, wondering why it's in there. Her mother told her once that due to her recklessness as a teenager she went to a tattoo shop and get tattooed herself.

She cannot deny the fact that she was a bit of a rebel child.

But sometimes she did not believe her mother regarding her situation even though she really loved her but sometimes she thought that her mother hid something very important about her past, especially 2 years ago.

"Who am I really" Yoohyeon thought before falling deeply to sleep.