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Apologetic Minji

It was Yoohyeon's doctor appointment and she was accompanied by her mother that she barely talked for the last few weeks due to the fact that she had been overprotective of her and pressuring her to date boys which she always replied that she has priorities other than having relationships.

"How are you, Ms. Kim?" The doctor asked Yoohyeon who was fiddling her fingers unknowingly. She always hate this kind of things wherein she would asked by the doctor on how she felt. She'd always hate small talks.

"I'm fine, Mr.Choi" She barely replied. Her mother nudged her to say anything about what happened for the past few months but before Yoohyeon could talk, Mr. Choi asked another question.

"Is there any episodes that you may encounter any flashes of memories, Ms. Kim" He asked while looking at his notes. Her mother was quite nervous at what her daughter was about to say.

"Uh-uhm, well I have same dreams since I got transferred to my school. But now nothing new." She answered.

"Okay, what's this dream about, Ms Kim?" Yoohyeon blinked her eyes multiple times, thinking of proper words to tell.

"Car crash, about people dying and I lost consciousness" She nervously replied which makes her mother worried. She hold her daughter's hand for support.

"What's the last thing you remember from your dream?" He asked still looking at his notes while writing on it. This time Yoohyeon looked up and glanced a little to her mother.

"A girl who's on the ground probably lifeless, but the thing is I couldn't see her face clearly. It was always blurred." Yoohyeon replied and sighed deeply. Her mother looked at her, worried and wondered why she never talked about it with her.

The appointment ended smoothly, Yoohyeon waits outside the room while her mother and the doctor talk about medical things she barely understand. She heard the bell rang and saw her mother went out of the room and hurriedly checked on her.

"Why'd you didn't tell me about the dream, darling?" Her mother asked her concerned voice holding her daughter's hand.

"Uh-uhm, you wouldn't tell me anyway, Ma. And I wanted to know what really happened" Yoohyeon answered her mother in half mad voice. Her mother paused for a moment and thinked hard.

"You didn't have a bike accident, you did have a car crash in Japan going to the airport with the Kims" Her mother confessed. Yoohyeon was quite surprised, she would heard the Kims in her dream but she never thought about her mother confirming it.

Mrs. Kim saw her daughter thinking so hard, scared that she may collapsed any time, so she rubbed her daughter's back and offered her to go home and Yoohyeon reluctantly agreed.

Minji was in the bathroom practicing her apology to Yoohyeon for being unreasonably rude to her for a week. She felt terrible for ignoring the younger girl, she didn't deserve it in the first place. She was pacing back and forth inside the girl's bedroom and constantly looking at the mirror at how fool she looked.

"Fuck this. It's sooo hard. What am I suppose to say to her?" She cursed mentally. They've been very distant with each other even on their rehearsals for the talent show but still they keep it professional. But after their intensive practice, Minji would always be the one to go and leaving the two giving Yoohyeon a no chance to say sorry or herself to apologize to the younger girl. It has been a week, and their live performance is in five days, she should have apologize in the first place not putting the group at risk of backing out.