I Would Rather Live Alone

CHAPTER 2

I woke because of the noise coming from my alarm clock. Napahawak ako sa masakit kong ulo. Nakapikit kong pinatay ang alarm. Alasyete palang ng umaga and it's Saturday at wala kaming pasok. But I have a lot of errands to run today. Babangon na sana ako when a memory from last night pop into my head. I closed my eyes tightly as a remember how Tobias pound inside me. I can still feel his grips on my arms. How he pleasure me down there using his tongue.

"Oh come on, wake up!" I grasp to myself. It's just plain sex.

Napahilamos ako at napatingin sa spasyo ng kama. He's gone. Well it's not that I am disappointed. Maigi nga na wala siya so I won't have any conversation anymore.

Pumasok ako sa cr at naghilamos. I wore a cotton dress na pangbahay. Ipinusod ko rinang buhok bago lumabas ng kwarto. My apartment has one room, a kitchen and sala. Good for one person.

Nagtaka ako when I smell a bacon. Gosh gutom na ako.

"WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING HERE?"

Laglag ang panga kong sigaw when I saw Tobias in my kitchen cooking.

"I'm sorry, nangialam na ako sa fridge mo, by the way I cook breakfast for you," he said smiling widely.

Kunot ang nuo ko siyang pinagmasdan habang nilalapag ang mga ulam sa mesa.

"Yeah I know, I don't care kung ano ginawa mo sa fridge ko pero ano pang ginagawa mo dito? Aren't you supposed to leave?"

He looked at me with amused look na parang hindi siya makapaniwala sa sinasabi ko.

"Ouch! That's offensive," saad niya hawak hawak ang dibdib.

Ha? Offensive? Ganoon naman talaga ang rule. Sex, have fun and run.

"Oww sorry, I didn't mean to. It's just that, I just do sex, I don't do conversation," I said plainly at naupo na.

He sat on the chair in front of me.

"Well I have this rule..."

Tinignan ko siya while eating.

"What rule?"

Hindi naman mawawala sa fuck boys ang rules 'no. Even me I have mine.

"...I always make sure that after I pleasure you, I'll pleasure your stomach after," he added to his statement.

Napatanga ako sa kaniya.

"Seryoso ba? Like? Hindi ba dapat after sex takbo agad?"

He took a sip from his coffee.

"Maybe? But not for me," he answered.

He's now wearing a different shirt and naka-shorts nalang siya. I get to observe him while I eat. Baka may dala siyang damit sa kotse niya.

"Buti hindi na-attach sa'yo mga nakaka-sex mo sa rule mo na 'yan," I stated while looking into his eyes.

He laughed softly at nilabanan ang titig ko.

"I always tell them my first rule, no emotions involve just pure sex."

At least we have same principle.

"Same rule," I agreed to him.

We are still looking into each others eyes and now ko lang napansin his eye color.

"You have green eyes, may lahi ka?" I asked him.

Tumango siya.

"My biological father is German," saad niya. He sounds na parang ayaw niyang pag-usapan.