The Assassins Curse Peterparker x reader

Strange you son of a bitch

I went back home an hour later after Vicky spoke to me. I layed in my bed depressed by the day. Two months at school has ruined all my progress of having at least a decent life.
But no, I had to screw everything up just like I did when I was in hydra.
*knock knock*
It was Doctor Strange who walked in. "What the hell was that about at school!"
Letting out a tear I slumped into a seating position. "I don't know, this asshole at school blamed me for something I didn't do. I got mad, and through a rock into a window shattering it then pulled the fire alarm to escape that hell."
He stood there in disbelief. "Two months. Two months in school and this is what has happened."
"What did you expect, that I was just going to be perfect. Well news flash "Doctor Strange'', you've only known me for a year."
"And in that year, I've taught you to be somebody better. I've never denied your trauma, but you could have easily stopped what you did today. And you didn't."
His words stung. He knew I knew he was right.
I could've controlled myself and yet I didn't.
"I'm sorry" I choked out.
Doctor Strange understood why I was upset, but he too was deciding on something much bigger. But it was right now the right time. Is she ready to be a part of this world yet?
"Strange." I noticed he popped out of his thoughts.
"Ah, yes. I'll smooth things over with school."
Before he could walk off I slipped. "I told somebody at school that they weren't my friends, that they could never be. And, I-I was wrong." I whimpered.
"You can apologise to them, but don't think you're not going to have any sort of punishment for this."
Nodding grateful I got my bag and using the Mystic Arts I teleported myself from my room to the school. :
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Two hours passed since I left the school on a bad note today.
Contemplating for a good twenty minutes I convinced myself that I would wait until they got out of school. Then my mind went to Peter.
Would he be there with them?. Of course he would. I mentrally smacked myself. He's their friend too. I can't trust him just yet, and just because what happened over today doesn't mean I can suddenly drop my guard.
If he was working for hydra he would take his time, he would wait for me, follow me until I am alone. And if I'm guessing right, kill me or take me back.
And I couldn't go back to that rechit place.
Or should I?.
Vicky's words hummed in my mind.
"It's under my bedroom floor."
Confused, I interrupted her. "Your room.? You mean in hydra."
She nods.
I face palm and groan. "You have to be shitting me"
"Nope" She chirps. "Just be careful,."
She said It was like it was already decided that I was going.
And this Peter, why would he be in my simulation. Before this school I didn't even know he was, I still don't. The question is.
What did my father know, that I didn't.
Probably more than I am even thinking of.
Another thought begins to form in my mind.
If I tell Doctor Strange, would he help me?. Not likely, we all know what happened to Vicky when she went back there. Then again she didn't have any abilities, and I do. That gives me the advantage.
"y/n?" I hear someone say.
Looking up I smile when I see mj and Ned. Then my gaze turns to Peter, my smile fades away, then reappears. If I was going to find out who he was maybe being his friend will get me closer. And if I were to always act suspicious around him he would know who he is. That's if he really works for hydra.
"Y/N!"
I snapped out of my thoughts once again. "I-im sorry."
"We said your name five times." Mj explains, a little annoyed. Most likely from today.
Alright here's my to apologize, and to get closer to Peter. Remember y/n, don't trust a word or action he does. "I am so sorry for what happened today, if you guys were to know anything about me you'd be running the other way. Im-im truly sorry. It-Its just hard to show emotions."I cut myself off. The last part wasn't supposed to happen.
"What do you mean?." Ned asked.
Fidgeting my fingers, I wonder if I should tell them or not. "Im a-sociopath. But it's not as bad as it seems I swear!" I almost yell at the last part.
They all look at me with sad expressions and I contemplate on running the other way.
"Look you don't have to talk to me, I understand. But I just needed to get that off my chest. But if you guys are lucky I probably won't be able to come back" I chuckle sadley.
Mj ran over to me and smashed me into a hug. "I don't like hugs, but you look like you deserve one."
I hugged her back.
When we let go, Ned and Peters jaws dropped. "Since when did you ever give hugs!" Ned said before Peter could.
"Since now losers."
We all laughed. Then I turned to Peter who was shifting in his stance.
Alright...fake friends. Easy right?
"Peter?"
Studying me carefully he forgot to answer.
"Peter, dude," Ned said, nudging him out of his trance.
Peter jumped then flushed embarrassed.
"S-sorry.Um. What's up." he asked, running his hand through his chestnut hair. His expression showed everything. My sudden approach shocked us both. I haven't talked to him at all for two months.
It was my turn to gaze at him. Could he really be working for hydra, he seems...to dorky.
"Girl!" Mj shouted.
Jumping I placed my hand against my chest. Since when do I get this nervous.
"Yeah, I just wanted to say sorry if I was rude." I say a little too fast.
He looked astonished. Was I really that rude?
His eyes stared into mind and I think I could feel myself sweating. What! No, snap out of it.
"You guys are weird." Ned said, taking a picture of us.
"Ned, dude!" Peter said trying to get the phone Ned held, but Ned didn't budge.
I laughed internally, little do they know I'm able to hack into computer systems.
With a wave of my fingers my mind was searching through Ned's phone, going into his photos I waved my fingers more and went to the first photo of me and Peter awkwardly staring at each other.
Finally I waved my hand one more time and it was gone.
I smiled in victory. Using my abilities was too much fun when I could actually understand them.
"This is too great."
Mj was recording Ned and Peter, now this is something I wouldn't mess with.
I joined in on the laughter with mj. Finally looking to see what we were laughing at, they shoved eachother off of eachother once they saw the camera pointed at them.
"Give us the phone." they both said as serious as they could.
"No." mj simply said. " I may just post this." she went and scrolled to y/f/s/m.
"You wouldn't." Peter challenged.
"Oh but I would Peter."
Neds and eyes Peters shifted between me and Mj. "Now!" they yelled running to us.
Grabbing MJ's arm, we ran down the street with the boys closely behind us.
"y/n here the phone, i'll distract them" she said, passing me it.
We both separated, running in two different directions.
I had the phone in my hand, and running like hell.
I went to look behind me, and completely regretted it.
Peter crashed into me making us fall on the cement.
Peter landed on top of me, are faces inches apart. I could feel his warmth on my chest.
"Oh my gosh!." He exclaimed, getting off of me.
He tried helping me up but I was laughing so hard on the floor.
"You idiot." I exclaimed laughing. My actions from the last two months seemed to fade away. Peter noticed it too.
Pulling myself up I can see the new boost of energy in Peter's stance.
Smirking I ran across the street, the cars almost running into me.
Once across the street I ran passing a bunch of pedestrians.
I jumped in victory once I took a breath.
"Hi"
I shrieked at the sight of Peter beside me cockily leaning against the wall.
"How the fu-"
"The phone" He cut me off smirking.
"I don't think I will."
"Alright."
My eyes widened once I realised what he was going to do.
Coming up with a plan I pointed past him. "Mj run!"
He looked hopeful...Hopeful?
Turning around he looked disappointed for a second but his look turned into annoyed glare.
I smirked at him. "Oh my word Peter, You have a crush on Mj."
His eyes widened in horror.
"What!. No I don't.!" He said like a five year old.
"Oh I think you do." I tapped my foot on the ground, knowing I had won.
"I-I don't." He stammered.
"Hm. Ok. I'll just call Mj then."
"No!" he said, pushing me against the wall. By his sudden approach I was about to blast him off of me, but when I looked in his eyes he looked innocent. Two months have passed and we suddenly have pushed all that progress away.
"Please don't." He said defeated. I don't think we realised we were very close. His warm sweet breath brushed my face, I could feel his body centimeters apart from mind. And our faces were so close, too close.
"Peter?" I slightly cough.
He looked at me confused but once he looked at our position he stammered back.
Relief filled me.
"Look I won't tell Mj."
His eyes lit up.
"-maybe."
His smile became a frown.
I only laughed. "You really like her don't you?."
He nods.
"Talk to her, maybe she likes you back." Since when did I become a love doctor, What the hell. One minute I hated his guts, and the next I can't help but feel bad for him.
He opened his mouth to speak but was cut off by screams coming from in front of us.
Peter and I turned at the terrified looks of people as they crashed into us running. without thinking I ran to the source.
Peter followed. People ran into us making it hard to even get by.
Screw this.
With my telekinesis I shoved people out of the way making a clearer path.
People around us shared confused glances with each other, Including Peter.
"What the hell was that.?" I lied.
Peter didn't answer he was still running to the scene.
Why didn't he run the other way?
Getting closer and closer to the scene we saw what looked to be a plain the sky, plummeting to the ground. It was so close to hitting the ground.
This is your chance y/n, redeem yourself. A voice said in the back of my mind.
And without thinking I shoved Peter out of the way and headed straight to the plain, I could hear Peter's voice growing less and less as I ran.
Running I swiftly grabbed a cloth and tied it around my lower face so that no one could see me.
You can do this.
I was underneath the plain that was about to crash any second.
"Oh no you dont." I grunted as I pushed out every ounce of power I had to stop it.
It worked, but it wasn't going to work for that long. I haven't used this much power ever.
My hands began to shake vigorously as I yelled trying to keep the playing up.
If I managed to hold up the plane with one hand, I can use the mystic arts to teleport them somewhere safely.
"Oh god-"
"AGH!" I yelled out as I pulled my hand away.
And just when I thought I could do the rest my hand slipped.
"No!" I cried as I watched it fall.
I failed, shit. I did this.
It fell so close to the ground until it didn't.
"What the hell?"
I tried looking closer.
And it didn't take long before people yelled out
"It's Iron man!" people yelled in victory.
The name Iron man rang in my ears. The Avenger.
I felt something drip down my face. Touching underneath my nose I saw that I was bleeding.
"Oh shit."
Everything suddenly started to go black. I felt myself stumbling around.
"y/n!" I heard someone yell.
Oh please don't let it be Peter, please don't let it be peter.
"y/n you're alright" he said.
I could feel his arm wrap around my side.
When I looked up I smiled. "Strange, you son of a bitch." I smiled.
He teleported us into the library.
"What happened." Wong said coming to us.
"Nice seeing you too." I joked.
But neither of them laughed and I frowned. "Look I was just trying to help."
"We know, but you weren't ready to handle something like that." Strange scolded me harshly, to which I winced.
Was he worried?.
"I can't have you running around trying to play hero when you're sure as hell not ready."
"Well I won't be here to stop me!"
*Silence*
"Strange?" I looked at Wong. "Wong?."
Neither of them answered. "What is going on!"
Their silence and worried faces made me want to scream.
"Were not going to be here." Strange let out harshly.
"What do you mean you won't be here. Where the hell are you going?"
"We're leaving somewhere. There's a mission we are going on and we can't have you come with us."
I stood there unable to move, they were leaving me.
"AND YOU'RE TELLING ME THIS NOW!!-So that's it." I cried. "You're leaving me!. Here alone?. For how fucking long?."
He winced at my harshness.
"We aren't done teaching you, but you aren't going to be alone." He states in a rather sad tone that I can't grasp.
Then at the corner of my eye I see someone walk up to us.
And holy shit.
The legend himself stood in front of us.
And quite frankly, I was intimidated.
"Iron man." I let out.
He smiled. "That was some stunt you pulled out there." he said referring to the plane I almost let drop, did drop.
Everything was coming too fast. I sank down on my knees, First I talked to Peter, then a plane almost crashed. I tried helping it but ended up screwing everything up, Strange and Wong tell me they are going somewhere without me. Not to mention at such a horrible time. And then THE TONY STARK stood in front of me.
"Damn this author gets straight to the point" I muttered.
"What?" They all asked confused.
I shook my head.
Then I looked down disappointed. "I let it fall, I know, I wasn't thinking."
"You may not have had control, but your way of reaction took courage. Not just anyone would try and help instinationsluy."
I scoff. "Says the legend himself. What am I supposed to do, bow?"
He smirks, "No, not yet anyways."
My eyebrows raised while I crossed my arms. Strange pinched his nose.
"You're going to be staying with us." Tony Stark says matter of factly.
"With who?" I question him suspiciously.
"The Avengers obviously, keep up." he was typing something on his phone, not really bothering to look up, like the decision was already made.
"Says who, you?." I snap, This couldn't be happening. I'm dreaming.
I slapped myself to see if I was.
Nope, there they stood surveying me.
"Yes." He says questioning himself.
"You're unbelievable if you think I'm going to go anywhere with you." I turn to go to my room and scream, but Wong steps in front of me with a stern look. Not just as a teacher, but as a concerned friend.
Which only makes it harder. What on earth was happening today!.
"You will go with him."
"Why?" I muttered impatiently. If I went in my room I can pack up then hit the road. At least until they come back.
"Because that is what's better for you right now.".
Wong was never as serious as Strange. Or maybe he was, but not really with me. Which is why it hit more than it would if Strange said.
I didn't reply to him though. I just teleported to my room.
Price went up to me, wagging his tail.
Petting him lightly I sensed his emotion with my abilities. He was content, but was wondering why I wasn't cheary.
"Sometimes life just hits you." I say to Prince, even though I'm sure he can't understand me. But to my astonishment he comes up to me and lays on my lap.
That's weird.
But I was interrupted when Strange walked in.
"y/n, as your teachers you should trust us. We have known you since you were fifteen. And you've trusted us this far."
This made me cry, because I do trust them. But I also cried about today, how I almost killed a bunch of people.
"And as my teachers why are you leaving me?." I shouldn't be this dependent on someone, but I don't know what I would do without them. I'm afraid that I will go back to my old ways.
"We are still your teachers and will forever be your teachers. And as your teachers, we are sending you somewhere that will help you in ways that we can't . The avengers will teach you how to use your abilities. And as your teacher you need to have strength in yourself, and trust in me."
As much as I wanted to scream in his face for leaving me, and letting me go off with some strangers. I know that he knows what's best for me, after all he is my teacher. I mean he himself was trained by "the ancient one". Damn, Doctor Strange is one lucky son of a bitch.
And I guess I am too. Doctor Strange is training me to be someone greater, to let my old ways behind, and find a new path.
The Doctor Strange was sending me to learn more, in ways that he can't teach me. Because he believes I will be someone great.
"I was once as stubborn as you." He says suddenly.
"Was?. Bitch please you still are." Standing up I start to pack. "But I can't say that I'll be on my best behavior."
He laughs. " You weren't when we began teaching you"
It was true, I was very arrogant and believed I knew it all, when I clearly didn't. Something that he learned too by the ancient one. "Forget all that you thought you knew".
Which is the truest thing I have ever heard.
"Yeah well, at least I have some common sense now, can you imagine what it would be like if they would have found me?"
He fake shuttered "Can't imagine."
I snorted. It was easy talking to him, he was kind. We were similar in a lot of ways. Mostly personality wise.
"Today was the fastest and most confusing day ever."
"Psh"
Getting up I start to pack. Strange left me to get ready.
Packing didn't take as long as I would have expected. I only had a suitcase then my backpack for school. Which is pointless because I'm most likely not ever going to be allowed on that campus ever.
I nodded my head towards the door for Prince to go out. He followed happily beside me.'When I get downstairs I'm greeted by another person. He said his name is Happy, but he didn't look so happy to me.
He took my stuff in the car while also reluctantly taking Prince too.
He wasn't too thrilled about there being a dog.
Tony turned to us. "Well this is where I believe we are parting ways,  wizards."
I was stunned that he called them that too. Clearly Strange and Wong were too, they shot me a look as if I had something to do with it.
"I just met the guy" I mouthed to them.
They both looked suspicious at me. I stuck my tongue out at them like a child.
They both rolled their eyes.
We then said our goodbyes for now. They told me that they were still going to be my teachers, and that it will be better once I have complete control, in which I told them that it was very unlikely for something like that to happen to me. But I knew that's what Strange first thought when he was being taught, so that at least gave me some comfort. Especially about the fact that i'm sixteen and already learning all of this way before him.
The car ride was interesting, Happy drove the car to what Mr.Stark claimed to be the avengers newest vicinity, to which I just nodded. He also told me about how there would be a sudden interrogation.
But I blocked all of what we said when I remembered my simulation. He was in it too.
I struggled to ask him whether or not he had something to do with it. He couldn't have, that just wouldn't make sense. And I guess it doesn't matter, it was a year after all. It was all behind me, why push it.
Once we got there I was amazed at the sight. The field was a beautiful rich color green that was cut to the perfect length. But the building was far more impressive. It was bigger than a mansion, maybe even four mansions.
Tony saw my star stuck face and chuckled.
"You haven't seen anything like it huh." He said walking along beside me.
I laugh hysterically "Spending all of my fifteen years at hydra under god's know what. And then finally coming out, to not only a place that I have never been before, but to have been trained by wizards."
I shake my head, this truly was my life.
I turned to see Tony seriously looking forward, something clearly was on his mind.
I didn't say anything.
We both walked in silence until he told me that Happy would take my things to my room, which he also took me to see too.
And damn was it amazing to see. I couldn't believe my eyes..,
I searched my room and awed at everything I saw until Tony called for me to meet the avengers.
Fidgeting with my hands I nervously walked into this giant room, the living room. And there they all were.
All the avengers turned their attention to me.
And I couldn't help but feel self conscious. I mean these were THE Avengers were talking about.
But three of them got my attention the most.
I remember their faces, even though I have never met them before.
The one with red short hair was Natasha Romanoff, the one with blonde hair was Captain america also known as Steve Rogers, Bruce who had blackish brownish hair and the one with brown short hair, clint...I think his name was.
I caught myself staring at them for two long when Tony snapped at me.
"Y/n!"
"I'm-sorry." I said, still staring at them all. And I wasn't the only one who was interested in someone, they all stared at me intently like I was a ticking bomb about to explode any second.
I held back the comment I so desperately wanted to make.
"What's your name.?" Natasha said from the corner of the room.
"y/n y/l/n" I said without hesitation, memories start to flood in from when I was interrogated by them before. Only again, it was only a simulation.
"Where did you come from." she presses.
I sat on the couch, where all of them stood in front of me curiously.
"You mean my origin story," I say sarcastically, clapping my hands. Today was already messed up. Might as well be honest " Well you see. I'm an assassin, or at least was an assassin. I was trained in hydra since I was five."
Some of them sucked in a breath. Mostly the one with the metal arm
"I know shocker right. Well lets just say I was trained to be a weapon. And they obviously succeeded, My older brother by a year was trained there too. But guess what, he didn't inherit what I did. Can you guess what it is?. Don't because I'll tell you. I'm a sociopath,Surprise." I waved my hands enthusiastically
" but not no ordinary one, oh no. I can turn my emotions off if I really wanted to. And what's weird is I still do feel emotions. That is unless I tell myself to. If I dont turn off my emotions, then I feel what you all feel. Grief, Sad , Happy, blah blah yeah etc. So as I grew up in hydra, every mission I went on I would always kill someone, and feel no remorse. I actually lusted for it, the thrill of it exited me. My friend Vicky, never understood me, granted that's understandable. Me and my brother would argue about it too. But that asshole-"
"Language" Steve cut me off.
"Let her fucking speak." Tony said face palming said.
"Would you guys shut up."
"Guys she was getting to the good part." A muscular man with long blonde hair said.
"You think murdering people is fun?" A guy cut him off.
"Shut up!" Natasha yelled.
Everyone stayed silent.
"Thank you"
Nodding for me to continue I take a breath in.
"Anyways....like I was saying, one day which was a year ago when I was fifteen I started to feel emotions, and it was uncomfortable and gross. It wasn't until now that I found out it was my subconscious turning my emotions on. But then I was confused. And what does a sociopathic assassin do when something upsets her.? Well she goes on a little trip to hurt someone.
So I did. I of course asked my dad if I could. Because I was daddy's little girl, did I not mention he made others abuse me?" chuckling slightly holding back the tears I started again. "Well he let me go, and that night I found myself in New York City Queens. Everything was disgusting, the lights, the stars, the happy people, everything. And as annoyed as I was I only had two hours to do whatever the hell I wanted. So I searched for someone to...well, murder. And boy did I find someone. There was this gang huddling around this young woman. And I could care less for her, but it would be a waste to hurt her since she wouldn't fight back. So instead I beat all five men in a minute. It was pathetic. I didn't even get use any of my abilities-"
"Wait you have abilities-" One of them asked
I stared at Tony. "You didn't tell them?"
"It just happened today." He said, defending himself.
"What abilities do you have?"
"I'm sorry who you are, not trying to be rude. I just need to know who I'm talking to."
They all shared looks before all of them introduced themselves.
Smiling widely I sat up strangely too happy. "Now that wasn't so hard." I mocked my leg repeatedly.
"Now, what powers do you have?" Wanda asks.
"Hm lets see" my chin rested on my hand, trying to recall all of them. "Well for starters my birth given abilities are telekinesis, mind manipulation except only with emotions, I can also sense others emotions, I can make people feel pain internally, and lately my teachers Doctor Stephan Strange and Wong have taught me the Mystic Arts."
"The Mystic Arts?" Sam snorted.
Glaring at him I clenched my fist. "You wouldnt understand." I fake smiled.
"Her powers are like mine" Wanda says to the other.
"Really?"
She nods in my direction.
"Just continue." Natasha says
Crossing my legs I continued " Anyways they all sucked at fighting, then for some reason Spiderman showed up to save the day, except I didn't know he was until after-"
"Wait you were that guy!?" Everyone asks me, astonished.
Leaning back, I placed my hand to my chest and gasped sarcastically "I'm mildly offended you thought I was a guy. And how do you even know?"
"Pe-Spiderman came to us," Wanda said, slurring over spider man's name.
I stared at her strangely while everyone shot her a look to which she raised her hands up in surrender.
"Um, yeah well whatever happened, you would be correct. I was "the guy"" I say in quotation marks " And after that we fought, I didn't kill him...obviously. But trust me I wanted to. Yada, yada, yada I end up back at the base, train angrily until I ask my dad to take my emotions-don't ask"
I interrupt before they could ask.
"He told me I would be going on this mission with my brother David. Little did I know I was just falling into his perfect little plan." Grinding down on my teeth It took me a minute before I continued "To make a long story short he injected some shit in my neck, I then was in a simulation that I didn't know about. And in the Simulation I was sent to kill all of you. So me and my brother went to the city. And surprisingly Tony, Natasha, Steve, Clint, Bruce and that spider-kid were there"
Gesturing to all of them they had no words.
"So we fought, I was about to win until your client over there" I gestured to where he was sitting. "Shot me with what I assume was a tranquiliser arrow. I then woke up in a high tech cell you put me in, days past you didn't necassarily torture me, but Tony and that Spider-boy seemed to have a lot of fun shocking me with electricity. Yada, yada, yada I tried killing myself, did not work. The weird thing wasn't even that but it was that I only ever saw Bruce, Natasha, Tony, Clint and that spiderboy."
"Spider-boy." Tony yelled, laughing hard, using bucky to balance him.
Weirdly looking away from him I shifted in my seat. "Anyways, you guys integrated me, but not like this. No, it was different. You put me into this capsule that sprayed a gas, that was a truth serum I guess. You all asked questions I answered until I heard my fathers voice, he told me to lie. A day later I ended up seeing a glitch of some sorts, so I decided to investigate. Walking closer to it I immediately was in a school. Which Ironically is the one I got kicked out just today...I think. But it's Midtown High,"
Tony sucked in his breath.
I shook him off "And in that school I saw this boy with chestnut hair and it was wavy, curly but not much to even call it that. And yeah, we talked for about a minute until he shoved me in the ground trying to kill me. Yada, yada, yada I'm pretty sure it was my father. I woke up to be in a cell. And in the simulation I was in there for a good week but turns out It was only an hour. Yada, yada, yada my best friend who I thought was captured came and saved me with my idiot brother who just so happens to be her boyfriend. I didn't think they were real until VIcky pushed me out a door that shoved me into the city. It was kind of like a door that does teleportation except really different.
"Oh did I also mention she got shot? In front of my eyes? Also who knows if my brother is alive" I laugh crying. "I was shot and let's just say in pain, alot of pain. I went to the hospital, ended up being in Doctor Stranges and Wongs guardian house that they guard? Something like that. And to sum it all up without explaining a lot which I already have. I tried comiting suicide and jumped off a builfing until that spider-ling came along and saved my life without knowing it was me, the person he fought. He was very awkward and dorky almost felt like he was my age, and basically Strange and Wong became my teacher. Long year has passed just yesterday. I started school saw this teen who was exactly my age and get this- the same boy who was in the simulation. I tried avoiding him, but it did not work. So today I tried befriending him until I figured out if he works in hydra or not" I gasped for air.
My heart raced over all the talking I did.
"What is his name." Tony said like he already knew but asked anyway.
"Peter Parker." I say obviously "it's truly an assassin's curse in my opinion"