Life was easy for Bella and I. That was, up until our mom got cancer. I never really realized how easy I had it either. We went to the beach almost every year, we had seasonal tickets to Phil's games, and we were both pretty much spoiled with good clothes along with all that other fancy stuff. We lived in Arizona, but our mom made sure Bella and I were the happiest damn kids on the face of the earth.
Honestly, all that doesn't matter because before I know it, she's in the hospital and there was nothing we could do about it. I guess that's why we were so spoiled.. She was always making sure we were happy so that when she broke the news, we wouldn't cry like babies. Regardless, Bella broke down in tears. I had no idea why I didn't cry though, It's like I'm not wired correctly or something. Deep down, I was completely broken, shattered like a vase that had just fallen on the floor. I had no hope that she would fight it. She's one of those hippie moms that always says "When my time comes, it comes." I love her, but I'm also still pissed at her for it. All the medicine she's taking is honestly just prolonging the inevitable.
she's going to die.
My mom is dying of FUCKING breast cancer and I cant do jack shit. She meant the absolute world to Bella and I. Obviously Phil loved her too, but he had no idea how much the three of us have gone through. Mom splitting up with Charlie was hard on the both of them. They broke things off, but we both know they cared a great deal for each other. When Bella and I went down to visit our dad, they shared flirty looks and we never said a word to either of them. All that's over now. Why? Because my mom has cancerous cells and none of these goddamn doctors can help her.
-------------------Bella --------------------
"Hey are you doing alright Alex?"
"uhm yeah I'm fine.." she says halfheartedly.
I know she's hurting but I don't know if I should ask her again. I begin to think how much harder it must be for her, sitting in this room waiting and waiting. We're only a couple years apart, but I just saw how she mentally collapsed that day mom told us she was sick. I remember it like a broken record, replaying over and over again.
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FanfictionWhen my older sister, Bella, turned 17, we were both forced to move to a small town in Washington named Forks. We weren't exactly forced to move though. Unfortunately, our mom had just passed away. Because of that, we had to live with our dad, Charl...
