2: Cancer..

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-------------------- Renee -------------------

"GIRLSS!"

"Ma what's up?"

I debate whether or not I should tell my precious girls about my sickness. I get over my self and grow the balls to tell them what is happening to my body. 

"Girls.. I- I'm sick."

"S- sick how mom" Bella says, her voice cracking. 

"I have cancer.. breast cancer"

Bella collapses to the ground, breaking out in tears. Knowing I made her this way made me feel like the worst person ever. I did that? I made my own daughter break down and cry? I did, and I feel horrible. My other daughter, Alex, is just standing there wide-eyed and yet, I totally understand. The two of us get down on the floor with Bella and tell her it will all be okay. Bella doesn't say anything, but at the same time, she's saying almost everything by the way she was shaking.

----------------------- Bella ----------------------

I absolutely hate having that memory engraved in my brain. Like I said, it keeps replaying over and over again. 

I'm sick... 

I have cancer..

I'm going die.

I'm leaving you both. 

I'm sick... 

I have cancer..

It's like a reoccurring nightmare, a headache that never leaves..

"JUST SHUT UP ALREADY"

I hoped I had yelled that in my head, but by the sight of my littler sister coming over, I definitely did not. 

"Shit." I whisper to myself. 

"Shouldn't I be the one asking if you're okay?" Alex says jokingly. 

"Ha ha very funny" 

"But actually, now that you're here, I'm a bit better."

Alex then says in a funny accent, "Ah wow I feel so honored." 

We both chuckle a little, and then talk about random things so we're distracted. 

----------------------- Alex ----------------------

I get up out of my chair and start pacing around the room. Cleary our little chat didn't work. I look over and there's a crash cart rushing into my mom's room. They shut the door, but Bella and I run over to the door so we can hear what's happening. 

"SHES CRASHING" 

"CHARGE 300" 

"CLEAR"

[insert more hospital noises sorry LOL]

 I hear a faint beeping noise and I realize what's happening..

We both look at each other and say everything with our eyes. 

Beep beep beeeeeepppp. 

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