Letting go

Parties and summer vacations

  A 3-hour flight made us arrive in Rome, we were all so excited about this trip, it was going our first adventure together out of our country. We called a cab right away and wen to our hotel to leave our bags.

  This first day was such beautiful day, it was hot but not too hot and the sun was up and shinning. We took this first day to explore the city, we went to the main square, saw the streets and the parks and decided that we were going to the hotel early because our second day was going to be lit, it was when the real adventure would start.

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  Our trip to Miami was a hell of an adventure. When we were going the car had a problem so we went to a gas station to fix it and that took just too much time than we had planned, then we all forgot a bunch of stuff that made us throw away money that could be used to be important things like I don't know, weed, alcohol.

  We finally got to the camping park, the ride until there seemed like years had gone pass by us. We put our tends up and setting everything up and started to see some places nearby so we could go out, the trip wasn't the ideal but we still had the energy to have some fun.

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  We went to a little bar near the camp, was nice but it was kind of boring so we ended up in our tends just chilling with each other like we used to do.

6th September 2021

  Yesterday we spent the day seeing museums and going to the most known places and streets, it was an exhausting but still a wonderful day. At night we all agree on explore some bars, we went to probably three but Everleigh was the one who got drunk at the first one and made out with a random guy at the last one, she probably will not remember this today when she wakes up but we still have the photos and the videos of her at the bars and on our way home.

  Today we wanted to keep seeing museums and other places but we weren't sure if we would be able to do all of this because we were all tired from last night and Ev got a huge hungover.

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  We were all getting ready to take some pictures since today was a beautiful day and we were all tried to explore museums. I was in the bathroom doing my make up when I heard Emma, Isla and Kayla talking, almost whispering to be more precise but I still could hear the entire talk and I could be very wrong but I'm pretty sure, they were talking about me.

- I'm worried about her. – Emma said.

- Same, she seems fine but I don't know, she's probably just hiding it from all of us because she doesn't wanna talk about him on the trip. – Isla said.

- I just don't want to see her getting lost again, I don't want to see her deep deep down in the hole like she was the other time. – Kayla said.

  I knew they were worried and I shouldn't probably be hearing the conversation but I decided that I needed to say a word about this.

- Guys, I'm fine.

  When I got out of the bathroom to say this, the three of them looked at me with those faces "oh you're not supposed to be listening to that".

- I know you're all worried but I'm fine, it wasn't the ideal closure that I thought I would have but I'm fine and if I'm not then I will be fine. Besides, I think we can all agree that we should be more worried about Ev than me, she's getting lost without us even realizing.

- We know, we just want you to know that we'll be here if you want to talk to us about it, you don't have to deal with that by yourself, it's easy if you talk to someone that you can trust sometimes than to handle things by yourself. – Emma said.