Blank. How do you describe such a feeling. That's how I woke up this morning. Like my mind is trying to find words or thought s to gather but there isn't any. Completely crazy to just lie and think wtf!! See there that was or somehow a thought.
But do you ever feel like this or am I just an alien being. See when feeling this way your mind sometimes goes into over drive. Well maybe not yours but I know mine does for sure. Yesterday was a hard day. A day filled with many errands but this morning it's like they never existed. I can't feel what my mind is thinking. I'm hitting a complete blank today.
Do you know when times you feel like this and it sometimes leads you to a place that's fully toxic in your mind. When your feeling this way it at times becomes dark. Dark to a point your sitting there and contemplating everything only to literally still feel completely empty. I'll be honest and say the only time I ever feel like this is when I'm degrading myself. Now please don't think I'm seeking some sort of attention or back lash by saying this but it's the honest truth and I'm all about fiving it to you straight.
Days I can feel a million things but always come up so empty and then it makes me feel as if there could be more. The over thinking and the stressing all on my own. That does so much to person. The happy on the inside but feeling completely exhausted with the many many feelings and thoughts. I don't know but that's what it is like for me. I ramble. I guess that's how I see it. Empty but full. Do you get me ??
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Diary of the unknown
Ficção GeralEveryday life is a struggle.. To continue or to not.. These are my thoughts of the everyday and how I view my feelings .. The good , The weird , The bad and The forgotten all in one ..
