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January 17th " what happened "
i was sleep when i got woke up by a loud crash from downstairs, and i jumped up rubbing my eyes. " what the fuck that was " i said in my head.
i stood up with my eyes still half closed walking out of my room but i hit the side of the door on accident with my shoulder, I kept walking though
when i was on the stairs i held on to the railing cause i was still sleepy, and when i opened my eyes i seen my daddy in handcuffs and a police escorting him out of my house
my momma was panicking , it was just too much going on " i love you mae " my daddy said one more time before the police out him inna car, " I LOVE YOU TOO " I yelled
" momma what's happening " I said tearing up. " macei yo daddy gone have to do some time " she said. " how long " I asked. " I don't know " she replied
i mean this not the first time my daddy went to jail obviously, but last time he did was when i was only eight and he was doing good, i wonder what happened this time
" ma im scared " i said sitting on the couch. " he gone be good mae come here " she said. " what if somebody try to stab him ma " I cried
" now you know yo daddy ain't gone let nobody fuck wit him okay? " she said to me. " yes but what if he hungry " I said. " we gone make sure he got everything he need " i said.
" but im scared momma what happen if the people- " I asked her " come here macei " she said and i sat in her lap and cried. " you like a big baby " she said rubbing my back
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" momma " I said grabbing some fruit snacks. " yea " she replied. " i can talk to my daddy right? " yes macei " she replied. okay I've been asking about my dad all day
but im just scared cause what if some bad happen to him what imma do ion know what imma do
" omg momma what happen if- " macei stop figuring out bad stuff to think about " said said. " okay okay I'm trying but everytime I try not to i think of sum worse " i replied.
" like look ma " I said tryna explain. " no macei I don't wanna know " she said. " momma just look at me " I told her.
" okay right now im thinking my daddy gone get his head cut off by them big workout weights and I'm trying to stop, now i feel like sharks gone break in and bite his head off ma
" macei, how could a shark break in? " she asked me. " ma I don't know it just can " I shrugged. " you crazy " she laughed.
