Bad Influence

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Why should I stay!?
Why?
All you do is fuckin' blame me
I'm going fuckin' insane

Fuck what you say!
All you do is pull me down,
And kick me in the back
As I lay defense-less on the ground.

I'm nothing to you,
Just trash beneath your fuckin' feet.
Who cares about me,
Who cares about how I feel.

You say I'm the bad influence,
That I'm the one who's corrupt,
That I'm the fuckin' reason this world is fucked-up.
Who the fuck are you to blame me?

Have you not looked in the mirror?
Do you not see what I see?
You are the reason why I'm this way
You're the reason why I don't want to stay.

This home that you say is mine
Isn't safe for me at all
I feel so fuckin' alone
I just want to die in a hole

You provide an unstable safety zone.
Safe from the dangers outside your walls
But surrounded by the darkness
You let seep into my soul.

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