that room

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all that's left are the memories
as the wilting roses and thorny edges
yet i can't seem to leave
the windows rattle screaming
at me to leave, Leave
yet i stay in
i slip through the crevice
in the cold embrace of this empty room
filled with the ghosts of you

this dorm is full of us
of the book of you and i
and not yous and hers
i'm trying to get out of here
yet i can't seem to leave.

.・゜゜・

time withers away, images fade
we grew apart
we were always a losing fate
but how, how can i admit you quit on me
we made mistakes, hoped to leave them by the door
but every little lie, every little fight can't be ignored, no more
where are we, where am i
losing me
where do i look for me
I have to go
birds have returned yet can't be reached
i'm still here walking down the corridor
where's the open door
and then i take all my sheets that smells of you
and tie the linen to leave out the
window.

I have to go

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