HARRY'S P.O.V
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HARRY'S NIGHTMARE 3:45
" Arabella open the door " I bang on the door " ARABELLA OPEN THE DOOR PLEASE!!........." I slide down the door
" arabella please let me in..... " tears ran down my face. How could I have done this to a person like her . I fucked up.
" Arabella I'm sorry just..... open the door let me in I'm sorry " I heard movements and the door was in locked and she said
"Your to late" she quietly said and I burst into the bathroom. And it was true I was to late............ She had all ready done it ........
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EMILY'S P.O.V
I'm sweating its really hot. It turn around and I'm faced with a sweaty Harry and he's mumbling something, he's shaking and that's when I realise he's having a nightmare. " Harry wake up " I shake him " HARRY wake up " I say and his eye's shoot open " Hey hey it was just a nightmare " I whisper to him trying to calm him down. He sits up and rubs his eye's his breathing heavy "do u wanna talk about it ? " I ask him
" NO it's ok " he says to me. He gets up and goes to the bathroom. I get up and open the door to the bathroom, and Harry is leaning on the sink both hands on the sink and harry is looking down on the running water. " Harry what's wrong ?" I ask him and I was pretty nervous about asking him that I didn't know how he would react because of my other experiences, so I kept my distance. " yeah just a little dizzy " my jaw dropped once again " Were have u been all my life " I whisperd which I hoped he wouldn't have heard me, he turned around and looked at me with a questioning look on his face, I guess he did. " what " he asked and I quickly looked down and said " nothing.... uhh well I'll just uhh be outside if u need me "
I said and looked up to make eye contact with him but quickly looked away " Ok....I'll be out in a few minutes " he said and I walked out.
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25 minutes
I was sitting on the couch waiting for Harry when I heard the door close I looked up to see Harry wearing a white shirt with black skinny jeans and a pair of black vans not to mention that his hair was wet. I would be lying if i said he wasn't attractive because he is " earth to Emily " Harry waived his hands in front of my face I looked up to see him smirking at me " like what u see " he said to me " u wish styles " i said to him and I stood up " let's go " I said to him as he had a grin on his face " were " he asked and I laughed " your taking me home Harry remember "
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Later that day
" JESS I'm going out do u want anything " I yelled into her apartment "yeah pick up the mail...... oh and bring me a bag of chips oh and ice cream " I laughed "ok " And walked my way to my car. Drove to my favorite book store, I bought about 4 books then drove to the grocery store to buy chips and ice cream for Jess. As I walked through the store I heard a voice that I thought I would never have to hear ever again, then I heard the voice get closer and I heard footsteps and I froze. I felt my body weaken and my eyes water accidentally I dropped the ice cream " Emily " I heard the voice that almost took my life, I turned to see the person and once we looked eye's I ran I ran out of the store and to my car and drove away . I parked my car and slammed the door forgetting to lock the car, I ran to my apartment and slammed the door I ran to the bathroom and slid down the wall tears running down my face. I brought my knees to my chest and wrapped my arms around them and sobbed. I got up and turned on the water and waited for it to fill up the tub, I went under sink to get the two things I promised I would never use again pills and my blade. All I remember was cutting my arms and swallowing as much pills as I could and going into the tub. I turned off the faucet and layed down I grabbed onto the sides of the tub to hold me down but it was taking to long so I pounded by back and my head into the tub and finally releasing the oxygen I had and my vision became blurry. At that moment I thought all my pain was going away but I spoke to soon I heard the door Burst open and someone pull me out of the water.
That's all I remember.
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