Natural things

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Today.

August nearly end and I'm still laid in my bed thinking about the possibility.

As I trying to find an idea to make a cover on this. I was suddenly attracted to rainbow colours and choose to use that colour for my title, My Logic.

Since kid, I love everything about nature.

The things that only God can created it. So no surprise I could love humans too and get blind by it.

The birds within the skies. The moonlight on the night. The stars as of light hope. The rainbow after the rains and the sun after the moon.

Too much for my soul to please my eyes with it.

But for now, I mean for today, after tomorrow or another month and the list goes on I hope and I'm still hoping to find the one that I know is the one for me.

Love shouldn't be hurt right?

To hurting a person that you care about with harsh words and ghostly is not what I call love.

Lucky my heart and my soul does not stay longer on the broken rope. I finally could let go of everything that's hurt. I care about my mind and my heart even if I have a problem with a broken family I can endure it passion! hahaha, but when it come to someone strangers is hurtfully and weirdly hurts too much. I just want to be a good friend, a friend that share the laughter. Instead, we become strangers again. sob sob

Still finally, I could let go.

Let go of all the moments, the connection that connect us and the feeling that is hard to believe it was real.

Sigh, suddenly feel painful. Still not fully over it yet.

It takes me 4 months to feel alive and free. *wink

11.28 pm | 20082021





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