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I'm on my way to change.

Change everything from my mind to my heart. But not from my head to my toes. I have to love myself before give to someone else.

Last night I have a deep conversation with my best friend. Sometimes like a sister because we're not scared to tell what's inside within each other like 80% hahaha

Just talk about the future of us. To be broken is not an option. No one chooses to be hateful or to feel loved. It just come naturally.

For a long time, we do not have a deep conversation like this.

We just adopt a new kitten! A male of British Short Hair mixed with normal cat. Normally we only adopt a stray cat. This is like the first time we have a breed BSH even though not pure breed. He's cute that what's important. hahaha

Too deep that connected with our future. We're only 28 this year. Almost 30 and feel like turning be old already.

So the conversation start with 'if'. Like what 'if' we're not married yet? What 'if' our marriage does not turn well? What 'if' our job not stable still even turning 30. So my friend decided that if not married until 35 she's want to adopt a child not more than 5 years old. I like that idea because our future might turn well or not turn well.

It makes me think too much. I could have it slight of my mind but it's hard.

So we are praying to everything goes well. Amin.

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