Kirstie is driving to the hospital and I sat quietly at the backseat. She turns on the radio and After Math by Adam Lambert was on.
Have you lost your way?
Livin' in the shadow of the messes that you made,
And so it goes,
Everything inside your circle starts to overflow.
Take a step before you leap,
Into the colors that you seek,
You'll get back what you give away,
So don't look back on yesterday!
Wanna scream out,
No more hiding,
Don't be afraid of what's inside!
Gonna tell ya, you'll be alright,
In the Aftermath!
Anytime anybody pulls you down,
Anytime anybody says you're not allowed,
Just remember you are not alone,
In the Aftermath!
You feel the weight,
Of lies and contradictions that you live with every day,
It's not too late,
Think of what could be if you rewrite the role you play.
Take a step before you leap,
Into the colors that you seek,
You give back what you give away,
So don't look back on yesterday!
Wanna scream out,
No more hiding,
Don't be afraid of what's inside!
Gonna tell ya, you'll be alright,
In the Aftermath!
Anytime anybody pulls you down,
Anytime anybody says you're not allowed,
Just remember you are not alone,
In the Aftermath!
In the Aftermath!
Before you break you have to shed your armour!
Take a trip and fall into the glitter!
Tell a stranger that they're beautiful!
So all you feel is love, love!
All you feel is love, love!
Wanna scream out,
No more hiding,
Don't be afraid of what's inside.
Wanna tell ya, you'll be alright,
In the Aftermath!
Wanna scream out,
No more hiding,
Don't be afraid of what's inside!
Gonna tell ya, you'll be alright,
In the Aftermath!
Anytime anybody pulls you down,
Anytime anybody says you're not allowed,
Just remember you are not alone,
In the Aftermath!
In the Aftermath!
(Gonna tell ya you'll be alright!)
In the Aftermath!
In the Aftermath!
(Just remember you are not alone!)
In the Aftermath!
Kirstie and I sang along with it until we reached our destination. I open the door of the backseat and walk out and carefully slam it so did she. As we about to open the door sensed that Kirstie stopped walking. I turn around and walk to her "What's wrong Kirst?", I rub her shoulder in a comforting way. "I'm just nervous about the result.", she mumbled. I hug her tight but not to tight to squeeze the baby while rubbing back in circular motion. "Shhh.. There there, we can do it! I'm here to support you I promise.", I assure her and walk inside.
Avi's POV
I texted Ash if she's still coming but I received nothing from her. I start to cry and thinking possible thoughts why didn't she showed up. What if she decided to leave me? I know she's mad. Gosh Kaplan you're such an asshole! But I got drunk, we both did. What if she hates me? Will she leave me? I don't want to loose her. I love her very much! I've never felt this way to a girl. I've had a mental arguement with myself.
My deep thoughts was distracted by a tear that dropped from my eyes, I tried to calm myself by I failed. I was now crying like a kid its like that lost my favorite pillow. I tried to call her still no response, I heard heavy footsteps from the backside so I turned around hoping that it's my girl Ashley but ... I saw a tall dark man wrapped by a dark blue jacket and wearing a black pants with his boots who is walking towards me. "Oh it's you Kev."He just smiled at me and sits beside me at the bench in park. He taps me and hugs me, “She sent me here.” he whispered “Why can’t she come here? It's not like I don’t like you here but---“, I said staring at the grass. “I know how you feel bro, I agree with that. Don’t worry, I’ll be here comforting you until she comes here.”, he hugs me again.
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Low Voice,Green Eyes ( PTX fanfic Book 1 )
FanfictionNo one likes to get hurt even if you're used to it. It doesn't feel right and it isn't right, I met this boy named Avi Kaplan who is a friend of my older brother. He's cute.. no.. wait .. He isn't .. Avi is handsome. All I can think about is him but...
