He Changed

Secrets revealed

Jimin had been so happy since he and Jungkook hooked up two weeks earlier,that nobody had the heart to ask him of his troubles in the army ,sure he would reveal it in his own time.
"You two get a room," Tae said as the two lovebirds fed each other breakfast.
"Jealous much" taunted Jimin, blowing a kiss Tae's way before a jealous Jungkook claimed his lips setting the small boy off into a fit of giggles.
Everyone including Suga smiled,Jimin was now more like the old Jimin, laughed easily and his eyes didn't have that haunted look.
Jimins phone rang, he answered the shuffled off Jungkooks lap, "my car awaits " he told the rest of them," I'll be back late afternoon, these photo shoots take forever"
"Did you want me to come with you Jiminee,?" His boyfriend said.
"Nah you'll get bored and fidgety as always and I won't be able to concentrate with you there!" He grinned blowing his boyfriend a kiss and leaving.
The others had done their photo shoots they were one offs for a magazine to help promote BTS again.
"Well I'm gonna clean my room," RM muttered,
"Hmmm,maybe we all should we have got a bit lazy lately," Hobi said, the others reluctantly agreeing and wandering off. Jungkook decided he'd clean Jimins for him , throwing trash out sweeping up and wiping down cupboards before stripping the bed and getting clean bedding and putting it on, taking a step back to admire his handiwork he crashed into a bedside cabinet knocking something off and sending it rolling under the bed,"shit " he said kneeling on the floor to look under the bed thinking he really should of swept up underneath but hey who was going to see it, his eyes focused on the deodorant can he had knocked off before seeing some books under there, he pulled them out thinking Jimin must have kicked them under but realised when he looked that they were diaries. He put them down ready to push under the bed, but then curiosity overcame him, what if Jimin had written about him, what did he write he wondered , he sat on the bed pulling one towards him seeing on the front the dates written. He suddenly realised the dates on them coincided with Jimins military career, would this give him the information he wanted to know why Jimin was so against the military, he brushed of his guilt and started reading from the beginning.

"Jungkook, what are you doing you've been here hours," RM Stalked towards Jungkooks room before hearing a noise coming from Jimins."are you deaf I've been......" he stopped as soon as he saw the boy, sobbing his heart out books surrounding him." Jungkook?"
"We were wrong hyung so wrong to blame Jimin for his attitude," he sobbed.
"Jung kook what's wrong what do you mean, " he asked nearing the bed, glancing at the books seeing the diaries," these are Jimins?what have you been reading them?they are private Jungkook!!"
"Read them hyung,"he said, seeing RM shake his head he shouted," READ THEM!!!"
Frowning RM picked one up slowly reading , his face dropping as he read about the beatings, the name calling ,the insidious bullying,the self harm, picking up one after the other he read, tears falling as he read one particular event
TODAY WAS THE WORST, HE TOLD ME THAT I WAS NO BETTER THAN THE DIRT HE WALKED ON,HOW MY FRIENDS WOULD EVENTUALLY BE SICK OF ME THAT I COULD NEVER BE A REAL MAN NO-ONE WOULD ACCEPT ANYONE LIKE ME HOW MUCH OF A DISGRACE I MUST BE TO MY FAMILY DID I EVEN KNOW WHAT A REAL MAN WAS,SHOULD HE SHOW ME,HE WAS GOING TO RAPE ME I WAS SO SCARED I DID THE ONLY THING I THOUGHT WOULD STOP HIM I ACCUSED HIM OF BEING EXACTLY WHAT HE HATED ABOUT ME AND THAT HE WAS HIDING BEHIND IT,IT STOPPED THE RAPE BUT THE BEATING WAS BAD,ALWAYS ON MY CHEST WHERE NO ONE CAN SEE IT TAKES SO LONG TO RECOVER I FIND MYSELF GETTING WEAKER EACH TIME,TODAY RM CALLED ABOUT THE MEET UP WE HAD ALL PLANNED I HAD TO CANCEL AND SAY MY ROTA HAD CHANGED I CANT LET THEM SEE ME LIKE THIS HOW WEAK WOULD THEY THINK ME,BUT ITS GETTING SO BAD ANYONE WHO TRIES TO BEFRIEND ME IS SOON MOVED ON OR THEY DONT TRY AS THEY DONT WANT TROUBLE,I FEEL SO HURT AND LONELY JUST TRYING TO GET THROUGH EACH DAY,SOMETIMES I WISH I COULD DIE.
"No,that poor boy and I berated him so badly over those interviews."
" you couldn't have known , none of us did, all we ever said when we rang or FaceTimed him was how great a time we were having, how sad he must have been......"
"If you two don't hurry up"
"Where are they?"
"Drag them out I'm hungry"
"W-what's up?"
Four boys stood at the doorway looking in seeing the two upset boys. Go to the sitting room we'll be out in a minute, we have something to tell you."
Nodding worriedly the others left, RM and Jungkook finished tidying the room, putting the diaries back under the bed and glancing around to make sure everything was ok for the small boy before sorrowfully walking to the sitting room where they told the rest of the boys the awful information they had come across.