Mcyt Oneshots (Abandoned, New Book On My Page ♥︎)

💔 I'm sorry, I love you. || AwesamPonk ☁️

^Based on this image

Ponk uses any pronouns, so I'll be using he/they/it.

CW: Crying, some sad boi hours, ponk has no arm :(

This has been proofread :)

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It was a few weeks after the incident when it happened. He was leaning against a newly built lemon tree, when Foolish walked over. The guy was so big, you should be able to hear his footsteps from miles away, but somehow he's the quietest and most sneaky person on the server. Ponk gasped when he opened his eyes to see foolish sitting in front of him. "Agh- What are you doing here?" They asked, Foolish smiling. He leaned down, placing a box in front of Ponk. "From Sam. He didn't tell me what was in it, he seemed really jumpy and nervous." The giant then stood up, walking away. Ponk looked down at the box, taking a deep breath. He struggled to open the box for a moment, but once it was opened they froze. It was a metal arm, very obviously Redstone operated. They sighed, setting it aside and taking off it's hoodie. Guess he should try it on. Once his hoodie was off, they grabbed the metal arm and used the leather strap to get the arm in place. Once it came into contact with their skin, some areas lit up bright red. He stared, amazed. When it thought about moving his arm, the prosthetic moved. "Woah.." they mumbled, moving it around. After getting used to having an arm again, it looked down into the box, picking up the piece of paper at the bottom. His eyes widened.

To my dearest Ponkie,

I am so sorry for what I had to do. It was necessary for the good of the people, but that doesn't mean it goes without guilt. Every day I spend without you beside me feel like I'm being stabbed in the heart.

I know that I can never undo the physical and mental damage I have caused, but I home this is at least a start to earning back your trust.

I had Ant take over, and spent a week working on replicating the exact shape and build of your arm, and making it Redstone operated and fully functional. I'm hoping this is a start to showing you how sorry I am for what I have done.

I'm sorry, Ponkie.

I love you.

Regards, Awesamdude.

❤

Ponk stared down at the letter, only realizing he had started crying when they felt his mask get wet. It could tell that Sam was crying when he wrote it, the shaky handwriting and little droplet sized areas where the pen was smudged. This was concerning, as even when Sam was crying his handwriting was surprisingly even. That alone made Ponk quite concerned, but the fact the the letter suggested that Sam spent a week straight doing nothing but making them a new arm was both heartwarming and worrying. Despite everything Sam had done, Ponk still cared for him and wanted him to be okay. It quickly put on his hoodie, standing up and starting to run to the one place he never wanted to go back to.

The prison.

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Ponk arrived to the obsidian structure quickly locating Ant and getting his attention. "Uh- Ponk? What are you doing near the prison?" The cat questioned, tilting his head. "Ant, I need to see Sam, now. I don't care what he's doing, bring me to Sam. I need to see him, I need to see him now." Ponk explained, voice shaky as they tried to keep himself together. Ant hesitantly agreed, taking Ponk through the maze that was a prison's interior, before arriving at a large metal door. "This is Sam's observation room. He's usually in here watching Dream with the cameras." The cat mumbled, knocking on the large metal door. "Sam! Someone's here to see you, it's important!" Ant yelled, proceeding to walk away, giving Sam and Ponk some space.

The door split in half, sliding open as a creeper hybrid stepped out, eyes locking onto Ponk immediately. Sam froze, tensing as he stared at the other. Ponk quickly stepped forward, wrapping his arms around the man and burying their face in Sam's chest. Sam let out a shaky breath, hands moving to rest on Ponk's waist. "I hate you. I fucking hate you so much, but I also love you." Ponk whispered, venom lacing his words as tears rolled down their face, getting absorbed into his mask. "I want to say I hate you, and I'd never forgive you, but I know that's a lie. I love you. I love you so much, Sam." It whispered, holding back a sob as he looked up to make eye contact. "You hear that? I love you, Sam." They mumbled. Sam sucked in a breath, pulling Ponk into the room and pulling a lever, closing the door. The creeper hybrid raised his hand to the other's cheek, gently gripping the bottom of Ponk's mask and pulling it off his face. Ponk sighed quietly, tears starting to roll down his exposed cheeks as he reached up, unclasping Sam's mask and pulling it off. The creepers face flushed. "Ponkie.." He mumbled, a small smile gracing his featured as he leaned down. Ponk sighed quietly, leaning up. It's eyes fluttered shut, Sam doing the same as their lips met in a gentle, loving kiss.

Ponk's metal arm gripped onto Sam's mask, their other going to cup the man's cheek, going on his tip-toes to lean into it more. Sam pulled away, holding the other closer and peppering kisses all over his face, mumbling 'I love you' and 'I'm sorry' over and over again between kisses. Ponk sighed quietly, a small smile on his face as he closed his eyes. The creeper smiled, resting their foreheads together. Ponk sighed, leaning up to leave another kiss on the man's lips. Sam giggled into the kiss, hand that wasn't holding the man's mask going to play with his hair. Quiet 'I love you's were mumbled between small gasps for air, Ponk holding back it's urge to grin as he shuffled even closer to the other. They pulled away from Sam, panting softly. The creeper hybrid smiled, resting his head on the other's shoulder to hide his red face. "I'm so sorry, Ponkie. I'm so, so sorry." He whispered. Ponk sighed, wrapping his arms around the man. "It's going to take a while to earn back my trust, but I forgive you." They whispered back, rubbing the creeper's back and kissing his neck softly.

Sam sighed, standing up straight. The hybrid left a few more kisses on Ponk's face, before handing them back it's mask and and taking his own. "I love you, Ponkie, but you have to go. I have work to do." The man whispered, putting his mask back on. The creeper cupped Ponk's cheek, chuckling when they kissed his forehead. Ponk huffed, putting his mask back on and hugging Sam tightly. "I'll go, just please promise you'll make time for me, Sam. You've been so distant and it's been killing me." It mumbled against Sam's chest. Sam was silent for a moment, before he let out a shaky breath and wrapped his arms around the other tightly, leaning to rest his forehead on Ponk's shoulder. "I will, Ponkie. I promise. I'll make time for you whenever you want." The hybrid whispered. They both stayed like that for a moment, content with being in eachothers arms, until there was a knock at the door. "Sam! I hate to bother you, but Quackity is here." Ant yelled through the door. "Okay! I'll be there in a moment, escort Ponk out." Sam yelled back, quickly unclasping his mask, pulling Ponk's up enough to kiss them one last time. "Love you, Ponkie~" He whispered, putting his mask back on and going to open the door.

Ponk quickly pulled his mask down, sighing as it's face grew warm. They walked out, being led through the strange halls by Ant and Sam. One they reached the entrance, Ponk went through the portal, passing by Quackity on his way out. While walking home, he thought about what had happened. It sighed, face flushing as they took in everything. He looked over to their left left arm, wiggling the fingers. They smiled. "..Oh, Sam.." They mumbled, chuckling to himself.

"I love you..."