Colors 2 // Jisungcentric

Funeral

A few weeks have now passed and NCT has got used to the silence. Nobody has really said much since they found out about Jisung's death. They took a break until his funeral, which by the way ends tomorrow because today is the funeral.

Mrs. Park has decided that he should be buried in Seoul, where he had his second family and also the person he loved the most. It is not easy for anyone to say goodbye, but they also know that they have to do it so that Jisung can rest in peace. He really deserved it.

The boys are all getting ready. They put on their best jackets and then go to their van, where they all drive to the grave in silence. Upon arrival, some of the members have already burst into tears and the rest are still fighting with theirs. It really is a heartbreaking sight.

Arrived at the grave, there are relatives and friends from America of Jisung. And the mother also stands in tears in front of the grave. The boys stand with the others and then the farewell begins.
[It's a typical American funeral since Jisung is American]

After the memorial service, they all stand in front of the grave and say goodbye and at that very moment it starts to rain.
Very clichéd ...

When everyone said goodbye one after the other and now the last one has also burst into tears, they drove home.
Only Jaemin stayed for a bit longer.
It is not very easy for him to resign because he blames himself for death.

"If I had left the others and had only been yours, none of this would have happened. You would not have suffered so much, you would not have gone off and got on the plane. You would not have left me. I was so selfish," he accuses himself and then breaks out in screams of pain, anger and feelings of guilt.

He screams ... and screams ... and screams.

It hurts him so much and there is nothing he can do about it. His soulmate has passed away and there is nothing he can do but feel sorry for himself.

Fortunately, the Dream Members were waiting for Jaemin at the van. And when he didn't come, they fetched him themselves. He fought when he was taken away, but in the end he was too exhausted to be able to defend himself well.

The other members tried to calm him down. Jeno took him on his lap and made him rest on his chest. He did, because he fell asleep for a few minutes. When they got home, they put him gently in bed and let him sleep, because he hasn't done that for a long time.

Tomorrow is the first day of training again and for the guys that means work ... work ... and even more work.
Maybe it will distract the boys, but maybe it will only make things worse.

"We miss you!"