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Ranting or whatever... Call it a „Diary Post"

Currently watching Family Guy and overthinking everything that happened the past few days.

I honestly hate it here. I want to move away already and kind of start a new life with new friends and new hobbies.

I actually could do this... But I also don't want to disappoint the friends that I have in this place. They all know I'll move away in January or something and they all told me „Alright but you won't leave us and go to another school right?"

BRO THAT WAS ACTUALLY THE PLAN ALL ALONG WHY DO YOU HAVE TO MAKE ME FEEL BAD NOW?-

Am I a bad person?¿ The only person I'm staying here for is my best friend, idc about the others. And even if they act like they care about me, I honestly don't believe that. I stopped caring about them since everything they do is argue for no reason or telling me stuff about other people that I don't want to know. Idc if Amanda, Samantha, Clementa or whoever wore the shirt from the Men's Clothing thingy. I do that too.
I feel judged without even being judged.
Why can't they just stop talking about the things that others do and finally see the sh!t that they do...

Okay that was a lot about my friends damn-

I need some water. And maybe a therapist.

K byee ✨

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