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I'm getting replaced and it hurts so bad but I can't show it because I don't want attention.
I can't show it because I don't want to show my feelings. Even though I'm crying at least no one hears me and no one asks me why.
And also no one sees me.
It really hurts getting replaced by one of the most important people in your life.
But it they don't care then I shouldn't care either.
But I do care since I do care about that person who apparently doesn't give a damn about me and has to lie to me for whatever reason.

I don't get it. But it is what it is I have to accept the fact that I'm not important enough to get a normal answer or to not get lied to.

It always happens. We always argue about that. But it seems as if that person feels the same way I feel but how is it the same this time...
That person isn't giving me any good answers when I text them but they're texing our other friend all the time- And then I just get lied to about them not having enough time or something. It hurts. But I can't show it and I can't talk about it. I feel bad because I think
I'm making our other friend sad since he feels bad for me. But he shouldn't feel that way since it's not his fault at all.

I hate it here. 🧍🏻

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