a/n the contest is still on! just btw
you officially have permission to kill me for taking so long, but sadly then you would have no one to write the story >.<
when i originaly said Savior was going to be in the story (the song) I ment with Gee and Frank but I've got an idea!!!!!!!! (thank you to @_crystalised_ for the idea) I'm going to put BVB's Carolyn where it was originaly planed and Savior here. CHANGED! AS OF THREE HOURS LATER THIS IS NOW BUILT FOR BLAME AND SAVIOR IS CHAPTER 13. AS OF THREE HOURS AND TEN MINUTES LATER THE SONG IS BULLET BY HOLLYWOOD UNDEAD
Mikey's time to shine :D surprise guest ;) actually two
there will be scenes where someone gets bullied. these are not my actual rhoughts, please do not be offended. Some scenes may be triggering.
also thank you the following for reading and commenting :D @EstherSutton @_crystalised_ @Asylum_Killjoy @XxLostInDarknessxX @athena_luvv @3cheers4sweetrevenge @ibringyoumybullets
Built For Blame, Laced With Shame~ Chapter 11
Mikey's P.O.V. **** ONE MONTH LATER ****F*ck this. F*ck life. F*ck everything!
Since Gerard and Frank got together everything has gone to sh*t. None of it had to do with them though, so I have no one to blame.
I get bullied now. Well, I got bullied before, but that was just for being a nerd so I could throw it back in their face that I could actually pass a class. Now it's because I'm gay. I'm pretty open about it, but Gerard told me what happens to Frank for being gay and that I'm not telling anyone at this school.
No apparently the worst bully at my old school has a cousin. His name happens to be Travis and he goes to my school. These cousins apparently talk a lot and now Travis hates my guts. Joy!
I walked to school alone as I have since we moved.
"Hey! Fag!" Travis called as I walked through the school doors. I continued walked just to be pulled back by my backpack. "I was talking to you," he growled.
I sighed and looked at him. I didn't care anymore. Weather he got mad at me or let me go. I didn't care about anything.
"Where's your brother and his f*ggot friend, eh?" Yeah. Gerard hasn't come out yet and he and Frank don't act as a couple in public so he's still effing safe.
"Canadian, eh?" a girl said. I think her name was Sandra. She just moved from some academy of the arts. She's always wearing black and had on big, dark sunglasses.
"Stay out of this, Sandra," Travis snapped.
"I'll be in what I want to be in," she growled back. "You have no reason to give him sh*t. He hasn't done squat to you."
"He's a f*cking f*g. That's reason enough."
"Excuse me?" she litteraly growled out through clenched teeth. "If he's such a f*g then why don't you beat me up, huh? I'm gay too." (a/n anyone know who she is now??)
"I don't beat up girls," Travis said simply and turned back to me. I would've walked away earlier, but he still had my backpack in his grasp.
Sandra stepped closer. "So you won't beat up on a girl gay but you'll beat up a guy half your size? Or is it because I'm your sister?" (a/n i have no idea if she has siblings or whatnot just part of the story)
A few people gathered around gasped. "You're related to an emo?" Travis's girlfriend questioned. "And a homo at that!"
"Shut up. This has nothing to do with you," Travis snapped at Sandra.
"It has everything to do with me now." Sandra came up and snatched me from Travis's hands, even though she was shorter than us both. "Leave him the f*ck alone."
"You know what, sissy dear? I'm done with you interfering." Travis grabbed me while someone else grabbed Sandra. They rammed the two of us in a locker in the music hall and walked away.
I leaned my head against the back of the locker, now having a headache. "I'm f*cking done."
"I'm sorry," Sandra apologized. "I didn't mean to get us shoved in a locker."
"You obviously don't know how Travis is at school then. I'm lucky if I can go a week without being rammed in a locker. We're lucking they picked the music hall so I can actually stand up straight." I looked back down to see Sandra looking around the locker. "Switch me." I ordered.
"What?"
"Switch me spots." She gave me a weird look. I reached behind her to the lock on the door. Not many people know this but the music lockers have a little button on the inside that releases the lock. Sadly it's only on these and I'm rarely fortunate enough to be stuck in one of these. "Get ready." I pressed the button and we both tumbled out. "I'm done with this sh*t," I mumbled. "Thanks for helping me!" I called over my shoulder as I walked out of the school. I hid in the bushes and Sandra ran out behind me.
"Where are you. . ." she trailed off when she couldn't see me. Then a teacher came out and yelled at her for ditching and made her go back to class. When the coast was clear I left my bush and walked to a nearby park.
This specific park had a lake in it and over the lake was a bridge. I walked to the edge and stared out at the water. Everything was so calm. The park was empty this time of day because people actually have jobs. I put my leg on the rail and launched myself to the other side of it. I stared out for a minute more before I heard someone yelling.
"HEY!"
"Sh*t," I whispered.
"Hey, wait! Don't jump!" A tall guy (and that's treally all coming from me) with black hair ran up to the bridge at full speed. "Wait!"
I sighed I climbed to straddled the bridge. "Yes? You come to make fun of me too?"
"No," he gasped. "I- I wanted to," another gasp, "stop you. Don't do it. Please."
"Why shouldn't I? The only friend I ever had was my brother and he's always too busy with his stupid boyfriend (a/n GASP! How dare you say that about Frank!). No one cares about me."
"I would," the guy said. He had gotten his breath back now. "I'll help you. I'll try at least. People bully me all the time. Please," he begged.
I looked at him for a second before looking out at the water. I knew if I looked at his gorgeous blue eyes anymore I'd give in and fall into his arms right then.(a/n any idea who person number 2 is? tell me what you think >.<)
"Fine," I mumbled. "I won't do it today. I can't promise anything next time." I started to climb over but my leg caught on the metal and I fell straight into Mr. Tall Guy's arms. "I-I. I. Uhh. . . S-sorry," I stuttered, my face turning bright red.
"It's okay," he said, smiling. Now that I actually paid attention I noticed his deep voice and his snake bites glistening in the sunlight. (a/n I'm practically hitting you in the face with hints now >.< p.s. the two guests {Who will be staying} know eachother) "Here. I'll take you to where I go to let everything out when people bully me."
a/n. when one person makes a guess (even if it's wrong) to who either of the people are, I'll post the next chapter.
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