The last few weeks with Adrian have been amazing but hard. Spending time with him every day. Getting to know his likes and dislikes. Just the thought of him made me happy these days and that scared me.It was also a bit difficult to never get to show my affection. I sometimes yearned for his touch but I never mentioned it because I knew it would only make it harder for us both. After we began courting I felt that my walk with Christ had only gotten stronger. We prayed together before every work day and I loved it.
Seeing him walking towards me made my eyes light up. I couldn't wait to start our day.
"Hey, how are you?" I said with a big grin.
"I'm amazing what about you?" he said with an even bigger grin.
"I'm even better. Are you ready to start work?"
"I'm always ready when it means time with you." he said with a wink.
Why does he do that? Does he know how that makes me feel?Why is he so sexy all the time? I'm going crazy right now..... I can't do this.
"Okay you know what just head to my office and start getting some of that paperwork done. I'll meet you in there in a bit." I said irritated.
"Why what's wrong? Is it something I said?"
"Its nothing just get it done!!" I said almost screaming.
I quickly walked away. When I turned back Adrian was gone.
I hope I wasn't too stern.It's not his fault that I can't control my self.
I quickly walked to the coffee room and see Tim. Tim was the only guy I had ever dated that worked at Grupe and Grupe. It was one of the longest relationships I had ever had and it made work a little awkward after I broke up with him. There was nothing huge wrong with our relationship he just didn't have the same values that I had when it came to pre-marital sex.
"Hey Sarah. Long time no see." he said confidently.
"I know it seems like it has been forever." I said honestly.
"We have to catch up sometime."
Wait where is this going? What is he doing? What am I doing?
"Um yeah you just have ot let me know when you are you free?" I said hesitantly.
Will Adrian care? Probably not right? I mean I am totally over Tim so this is like lunch with a friend?
"I'm free during lunch today. What about you?" he said too quickly.
"Um yeah. I guess I'm free also." I said with a nervous grin.
"Great. I know exactly where we should go." he said happily.
"Where?" I said a little too excited.
"Magdelini's !! Don't think I forgot that it used to be our place."
"Oh um.. yeah sounds good see you then" I said quickly rushing out of the coffee room.
I can feel my cheeks getting flushed.
What just happened?
I walk quickly to my office door. I take in a deep breath trying to calm myself down.
It's no big deal. Tim and I are just friends.He was also my first and only kiss but thats irrelevant.
I slowly open the door to find Adrian's head buried deep in some papers. I just stare at him for a while and watch him while he works. I smile at the sight of him and accidentally make a sound. He looks up quickly and frowns.
"Hey babe, I figured out what's bothering you. This courtship is really hard for me and sometimes I forget it's really hard for you also and I ought to be careful with what I say so that I don't unintentionally make it harder.I will try harder to remember that okay?" he said with a gorgeous grin.
"It's okay. You can't help it. Ha ha. You're so cute." I said smiling
"No you're cuter" he said teasingly. "You're so cute I think I wanna take you out with me to lunch today to show you off."
"Oh I can't I'm busy today."
"With what? I have your schedule." he said inquisitively
"Oh nothing much I just have a last minute lunch meeting"
"Oh where?"
"Magdelini's....."
"What you're going to our spot with someone else?" he said feigning hurt.
I cringed at the sound of him calling Magdalini's OUR spot.
"Yeah, sorry babe Maybe you can take me out tomorrow okay?"
"Okay" he said with a frown.
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RomanceIt's hard being Godly when he is around. Do I really love him or is this lust? I can't pray anymore. I need an answer now! Dear God ...please give me a sign. Is he the man you meant for me to have? Please help me to see what you need me to see. Amen