As Adrian and I dive back into our work I can't help but think about Tim, and remember the great times we had while were together. We dated for over 4 years and it was an amazing relationship. Tim had the same job as I did and we competed to be the best. He understood my work hours and never complained. We helped each other out and even began to think about marriage. But one day we were hanging out at my apartment on the couch watching a movie. He reached over to me and tried to kiss me. I let him and we enjoyed a beautiful moment but I could feel the kiss turn dark. After we kissed he kept insisting on something more. I tried to remind him of the promise I made to God and that we had agreed on it. He didn't want to hear it. So I told him to leave my house and I cried myself to sleep. The next day at work at I told him it was over and why. The look of remorse and sadness in his eyes still haunts me. I feel a shiver bringing me back to the present. I look down to see that I haven't gotten any work done. Thankfully Adrian hadn't noticed. I look at the clock its half bast noon. LUNCHTIME.......
"I'm gonna head out to my lunch meeting do you want me to bring you anything back?" I said with my eyes down feeling guilty for some reason.
"Oh yeah can you get me my regular order and make sure you tell them its for me." he said with a smile.
"Okay see you later" I said as I quickly exited the room heading to the bathroom to freshen up.
I looked into the mirror with a sigh. My eyes big and round as I took in my reflection. I had on cute red blazer with matching business slacks. I had my favorite ruby earrings on and of course my celibacy ring.
I look extra good today. I'm gonna knock him off his feet.
I quickly walk out of the bathroom and head to my car. I feel myself speeding to Magdelini's so that I would get there before him. I walked inside and was greeted by Hans who seemed happy to see me. I told him the name I had reserved the table under and he escorted me there. He seemed to keep checking behind me as if looking for Adrian.
I can come here myself! I don't need Adrian with me every time.
As soon as I got ready to settle in the seat I felt hands over my eyes. I squealed a little in surprise and then shook the hands off. I turned around to find Tim with a bouquet of flowers in his hand. I smiled widely at the sight of my favorite flowers, tulips, and grabbed them from his hand.
"Oh my favorite! Thanks I love them!" I said excitedly.
"I would do anything to see that smile" he said smoothly.
He then moved almost too quickly and grabbed my hand into his. I blushed a little as he rubbed his thumb against my hand.
"Alright! What are you up to?" I asked as I pulled my hand away from his.
"I have been going to church a lot more and I decided that I can do this. I can do us. I realize that before I was just a horny boy who didn't know what I had but I know now.Take me back. I can be stronger for us." he said with tears in his eyes.
After I heard those words the rest was a blur. I felt tears rushing from my eyes as I started to rant.
"I waited for you! I waited! No! No! We are not doing this right now. I'm startiing with someone new, who would nerver pressure me or do anyhing to hurt me." I said trying to stop the tears.
As the tears continued to flow even heavier he pulled me into his arm in an embrace. I shuddered from the closeness. I could hear his heart beating rapidly.
Oh he smells so good. I haven't even touched a man in weeks!
Then I felt him kiss my forehead. Then my temple. Then my cheek. Soon he had kissed all the tears away. I felt him start to move slowly down to my lips when...................
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The Right Kind of Love
RomanceIt's hard being Godly when he is around. Do I really love him or is this lust? I can't pray anymore. I need an answer now! Dear God ...please give me a sign. Is he the man you meant for me to have? Please help me to see what you need me to see. Amen