Godless, Crazy, and a Magic practitioner.

chapter three

I couldn't write for a whole week but then the doc took the bandages off while Paul watched he said not bad. I said you mean I am good to write again. Short answer yes but there's more to it you'll have to take a break every fifteen minutes for five minutes if you don't you'll break them more and you'll be in a cast for three months. I said heard it before I know he said smart ass and I said I am no donkeys butt. And he laughed which made Paul laughed very hard then started coughing and I said careful buddy he immediately stopped. And the doctor said you know a smart girl like yourself could be either a great detective or a awesome doctor of any kind doctors usually don't hire GED graduate's but the police force do I can get you a job if need to one day but you'll have to owe me a favor. I said I'd think about the offer for a few days. He said work on your own pace okay. I said yes sir and saluted the country's salute and I said at ease soldier like I've learned from a friend that learned it from his grandfather and he saluted back. He said also I can get you into the army if you want if I have to I'll delete any kinds of records you have on you I said that'd be the highlight of my whole existence. He said watch your brother very closely learn self defense and go to this class for army based training it is not simple and it is hard training. I said yes sir. And he left. I sat there with little Pauly and he said one word heaven and I said yeah heaven. He said it'd be grea righ? I mean seein famwee, fwiends, god, jesus, and even my fav amimal Sid da slot. Yeah it'd be cool to visit dad. Where's mama. Baby I don't know. Okay night. Take your nap okay. And I said wait your favorite book! he said don wowwy abou ee I go to seep by swef. I said huh. He yawned and said no wowwy sis. I said okay and smoothed his hair back and to the right. I've always hated the part on the left my dad tried to do on him. So I had made a lot of other parts in his hair for the future. Love you Paul and I kissed his head and fell asleep in the chair again with my hand over his bed where he was sleeping. And he grabbed it at some point as a reassuring gesture that he would survive this illness and he said we will be in heav one day sis. And we both went straight back to bed holding one another's hand. I woke up to the monitors saying his health was back to normal I knew after he went to bed to pray for him like my cousin said her name was Josie short for Josephine. I even asked for a Catholic rosary from my gay adoptive parents and one of them said they had a lot of of Catholic stuff I could use while there and I did I read the bible cover to cover in a matter of a week and the catechism in three days and the apostles Creed in four days and the rest in as much little time I had and during day three of reading the apostles Creed he said sis wat you reading he had speech therapy and was speaking way better and I said the apostles Creed. He said ooh can you read some to me I read the first book for his grade level in a Catholic church to him and from that point on he said I want to learn to read. And I said okay try sounding this word out and pointed to Luke he said Lou ke and I said say it together and he said Luke I said high-five buddy and he slapped my hand. I did, said, and  read everything in the lord's names I even got out of my own gang. I destroyed the name everywhere and stopped smoking, hitting things spoke kindly and treated others how I wanted to be treated. It was an amazing feeling in for that period of time in my life. I even told the girls god loved them if they where odd and they took no offense and said thank you. We will start ours after being together for and not believing in five years. And they stuck to their word from that moment on. I had went to give a friend there ipod back that I had borrowed and they said oh look the Catholic denomination church, bible loving freak. And I said look I'm in the middle of a crisis here so back off or god will take care of you next year. And he said ooh ooh I'm shaking and  like I'm so scared of a so called human like god and I yelled behind me we'll see and he came after me and I turned and round housed his ass. He cried and told the principal that I did that for no reason and when I said I've changed and he told a humongous lie that this is what happened and to look for these signs next time you bring him in and he said your lying to me what happened no more lies and he told the truth and got sent away. I said see as a cop took him to his father and mother I had said see the real true light of god and he had said no no no ugh this can't be.  How could that have happened. to me that way she's lying. On the contrary Mr. Halsey I'd rather believe a religious Jesus freak like you said than believe a troubled kid who has zero respect for anyone.