Hello is anyone here. How can I help you? Sir? hey your just a teen. I know I need a home anything will do I need a two bedroom. I am of age to get my siblings and I just need any type of home not too shitty though. Here call this number and he gave my brother a card and he walked out and called it immediately. A woman answered and he said Hi, my name is and they talked for an hour and she said swing by I'm sure I have a room for you and your two siblings. he got an address. When he arrived he said oh god my sister will kill me if this isn't even a little or somewhat decent inside. It was an old building that had a old sign that said The Commons and she was already outside and said want to come in and he said we spoke on the phone. And she said as a question William? and he said yeah. She said there is an old apartment at the back left side on the third floor that I can rent you for just three people we charge by the person. So lets call it $9.00 even $3.00 per person. He said thanks. and asked how decent is it? does it still have it's wallpaper up or is it painted at least. she said we painted it in the living room and kitchen yellow one off yellow and the other a neon and then we painted one room orange and the other a red and the bathroom a purple and pink lightly. He asked you are not lying right? I need at least the walls done, because if it is... sorry to say... trash my little sister will kill me. I am not lying. Thank God. And thanks for asking before assuming. Most people just assume it is a complete shit hole. Well I will take that as a complement. Here it is and he walked in noticing it needed a few things walking around he said I'll take it. okay first months rent is $10 and then the $9 total for the rest so 19 for the first of the month and i can gradually take it down from there. Cool. And before you go get your siblings am I hot or sexy for a teenage boys fantasy. And do not lie to me ok. For what type of teenage boy like Emo, Jock, or normal? Jock. Honestly add more red lipstick and put on a short red skirt and five inch heels and you should be good. Oh and try fish net leggings and gloves with a red tank if you want to go all out.
Back at the Lesbians house:
My younger brother and I can't go to school because I had put someone in there place for talking shit about my family I am so done with this, today, and everyday after. I haven't been able to sleep properly so the doc gave me a medicine that'll help me sleep I keep having the same nightmare every night now and the teacher accused me of doing drugs and I keep crying in my sleep just before and after I wake up. So the doc said to write it down even the newer parts or why you think you are crying in and after you sleep. He said write it like a diary or poetry or even a letter or book. I have been doing this for four days now.
I had just passed out a few minutes ago Dream: and Journal Entry:
It happened again my older brother in a body bag and my younger brother getting deathly Ill because no food and he is already Ill from childhood then he dies and I can not help but not believe in God anymore. and I just sell my body in Arkansas and Missouri and pay for food with my stripper and sex money and then have to get a job because I got thrown in prison for sex trafficking myself and abusing the men who do not pay enough even the woman.
I woke up gasping for air. So I grab my Notebook and write these words:
Why must The dream Understand?
life Means what? Help me God,
shitty. I just do not Understand it.
life, love, loathe. Bad and Good. Evil, Satan, and Light, God.
what will you choose before coming out of your mother's Vagina, Die or live.
I don't know what to do.
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Godless, Crazy, and a Magic practitioner.
Fiction généraleA girl that has hidden her self away from God and now she doesn't know what is missing from her life other than her blood family. She was a teen stealing food and selling herself to men and women because she needed food for her and her younger broth...
