The Absolute Blue Moon

the sibling thing

It's already dark when I got home. I totally lost track of time, because I was too absorbed in spending my time with Tom today. Now I wonder whether Davis has arrived home yet or not. Probably he hasn't since I don't see his car out here. The light inside the house hasn't lit yet either. So, there is literally no sign that he's home. Actually, it doesn't matter if he gets home earlier than me, I'm a grown up, so I have the right to myself for how I live my days. I'm just unwilling to listen to his lecture. I've heard it too many times though.

Tom walked me to the front door. He thanked me of giving my time for him today. So, did I. I got a lot of so much time today. Including when I argued with Chara, which Tom didn't know. That was pretty fun actually.

Tom put his arms around my waist and kissed me on lips. Honestly, I would never get enough of his kisses. Although I have to tiptoe when we do it standing up, because of the difference in our height. I don't mind it, at all. With my hands wrapped around his nape, that's kind of helping me out to keep steady.

in the midst of our kisses that was longer than the first, he pulled away. He always did it whenever I became a bit wilder. "I don't want to hurt you, D." He said softly in the middle of my panting breath, gently stroke my cheek using his thumb.

"I know." I replied, still gasping. Gosh, I want to hide my pinkish face right now. I'm too embarrassed to look him in the eye. So, I looked down.

But he lifted my chin, makes me unable to avoiding his eyes. "Don't you hide your face from me. You have no idea how beautiful you are, especially with those blushing cheeks. Lovely."

I smiled shyly, "Stop saying it, Tom. You're going to make me fly, and I don't want that. Because I don't want to fall either." What? Wasn't it weird?! What am I saying? This mouth really speeds itself up without discussing it with my brain.

"Don't worry about that. My hands will catch you wherever and whenever you fall. So that you would never fall, ever." Why did he have to respond very well, and only made me even more flattered. "See? The pinkish became reddish now. And I love it." He lets out a charming smile then kiss my forehead. I shyly giggled.

Moment later, he said goodbye. And I feel lost every time he did it. I always feel like I don't want him to leave. Even if it's just for one night and we could meet again in the next morning. All I want is always stick with him in twenty-four hours each day. Is that an excessive demand?

With this amorous feeling, I stepped into my house. I guess the smile on this face will last until tomorrow, even when I'm sleeping. And when I meet him again, surely, this smile will be back as soon as my eyes meet his. Tom obviously lightened up my day that made me always happy.

"Which part of 'Just take some another rest for today. Eat well and sleep well.' that you don't understand, D?" I was shocked by Davis's voice. He suddenly said that as soon as I close the door behind me. He then popped out from the kitchen, approached me with those peevish look. Davis is still wearing the same clothes he had this morning when he left. His hand was in his pocket. I could see that he looked very tired. I've been in a situation like this. Usually, he would give me longer lectures with that look. Oh boy, here we go.

"None. I totally understand to your every single word." I said, while I took off my boots. Trying to keep calm and looked away from his gaze.

"Then why did you just walk in through that door, on this cold night? Why don't you leave a message for me? Don't you know that I am very worried and anxious because you did this?!" Uh oh, he started raising his voice.

"I'm just ... bored." I keep avoiding meeting his eyes. Because I could get emotional if I looked into his eyes right now. I don't want to fight.

"Bored, huh?" He licked his bottom lip and put his hand on hips. "We have TV where you can watch your favorite movie from it, we have game console that you can play your Sims in it, and you have laptop and gadget where you can surf to the internet, doing social media thing, listen to music, everything. Oh, also, I have requested to someone to look after you as long as I'm working, and I vividly remember he said 'yes', when in fact, he didn't do it well. I came home then I couldn't find both of you in this house. Where have you been?? And where is he? Did you went out with him? If you two did, then he clearly has no responsibility at all. He broke his own promise and put you in danger." He keeps his high tone. I hate this.