Love Me No More..

Trust

"What do you want me to do?"

Xiao Zhan shifts under the duvet when he hears Yibo responding to Yu Han's voice.

"Yibo Ge.. you are so busy lately. We barely get time to talk."

"But.. we have been talking always on the set, on my way.. why-"

Yu Han cut him with a short chuckle.

"Do you tend to forget what we are?"

What?

"Wha-"

"How long has it been since you have last hugged me?"

"Yu Han, what are you saying?"

"I'm trying to say.. I miss you Yibo Ge. You're always so busy.", He pouts.

"Why.."

"Ge! How can you ask me that? 'Why'? I can't miss my boyfriend?"

Yibo rubs his face. How will he manage it? The situation he is in, makes his mind feel clouded.

"Yu Han.. I didn't mean that-"

"Is he asleep?"

"Who?", Yibo feels his heart make a leap.

What if he finds out..?

"Xiao Zhan."

Xiao Zhan clutches on his sheet. He doesn't know how to face Yu Han at a moment like this. What will he say to him, if he discovers their shenanigans?

"I guess.."

Yu Han sighs before he speaks again.

"How is he?"

"Okay..?"

Yu Han walks closer to his bed and stares at the figure for a while.

"I hope you didn't cause any trouble again. You are close right?"

"What?!"

"I mean you're being friendly right? What did you think?"

"Nothing much..", Yibo fiddles for an excuse, "I've been good."

Yu Han turns to him again, his face holding an unexplainable expression.

"Hm. So.. can we talk..?"

He slumps down on the other empty bed and waits for Yibo to respond.

"What is it?"

"Yibo Ge.. have I done anything wrong?"

"What? Why do you ask?"

"Then.. do I disgust you or make you feel uncomfortable? Am I being too pushy lately? You don't seem to be what you were before.."

Yibo is left in a dilemma. What should he even say to the other? Although he might have wanted to be clear with him.. he feels his conscience speaking.

This is not the right time.

Yu Han already seems low at the moment. Breaking it out to him this time wouldn't be that great. Moreover he can't deny the care Yu Han has showered him with at a time. Will it be even worth it to hurt him like that?

"Hey, why are you thinking like that? You know how busy I am at present. And with all those fight scenes added to my schedule.. I just get really tired that I don't find the energy to hustle any further."

What a white lie Yibo.

Xiao Zhan thinks from under the cover. He can hear everything. Everything.