Love Me No More..

Deja Vu

"So.. what were you upto, ZhanGe?"

Yibo moves forward cornering Xiao Zhan.

"Why was she here Zhange?", Yibo takes his seat beside the man.

"Please tell me!"

"Yibo wait!"

Xiao Zhan snaps, breaking from his composure for a moment. He still doesn't know how to tell it to Yibo that their secret is not just a secret anymore. He gets down to arranging his conflicting thoughts again.

"What wait? How do you expect me to react on walking in on you kissing someone else while I was away?", He begs.

"No wait.", Xiao Zhan's hands come up to cup his face tenderly, "I understand your standpoint Yibo. I know you have trust issues.. but, don't get me wrong. Let me explain?"

Yibo eyes him, a tinge of hurt and uncertainty in the way he looks at Xiao Zhan before he nudges him to go on.

Xiao Zhan nods, rubbing his face and lets out an exasperated sigh as he speaks, "It's not a secret anymore Yibo."

"What?"

"Yan Xia knows.. about us.", Xiao Zhan blurts and Yibo is left shocked just as how Xiao Zhan was.

"Wh- what do you mean she knows? Did she say something? Did she do something to you? Are.. are you fine ZhanGe?", Yibo leaps up looking for evidences on Xiao Zhan's body of only he knows what.

"I'm fine, BoDi. We broke up, officially.. but.."

"But what? She says she's gonna love me until she is able to."

Yibo worries his lips, "Is she planning to steal you from me?"

Xiao Zhan looks up surprised. He has never heard Yibo sound so insecure before!

"You trust me right?"

Yibo stares at him silently and Xiao Zhan shakes his head biting down a chuckle. Yibo can't even trust him completely, this is what he has brought him down to. Only if.. only if he had been a bit more careful.

He gets up to get to his bed, grabs his script to read his lines for the next day. The director said the shooting will be coming to an end in a month and he's going to try to give his best in the last few days.

When Xiao Zhan settles down, he checks his phone and starts to read his lines. Soon enough a hand removes the script from his hold and engulfs him in a hug.

"ZhanGe..", Yibo whispers, his voice heavy and broken, "I do trust you. It's.. it's just I am too afraid to lose you."

Yibo releases him and holds his face closer to himself, "I have lost you once, I can't lose you again."

Xiao Zhan feels so touched, his fingers move up to remove a few strands of Yibo's hairs before he placed a chaste kiss on his forehead.

"I'm not leaving you any sooner BoDi. Trust me."

Yibo nods frantically, clutching on the other's paws as he kisses them.

"I trust you. I trust you with my life."

He sure does. Yibo can not think of any other possibility in his life other than Xiao Zhan. Maybe he could if it was still a few weeks ago.. but at present? It's impossible.

"Have you thought how to tell it to Yu Han?"

Yibo shakes his head, "I can't figure out.  I don't know where to start ZhanGe."

"BoDi.. take your time. But also do not take too long.. I'm afraid it might be too late if we don't figure out any sooner."

"As long as you're by my side, I have a hope."