My Seven Husband

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"Because I'm married...To 6 boys."

He looks at me for a quiet minute. Then suddenly chuckle. And I was confused, is he lost his mind.

"You're joking, right?" He looks at me with teary eyes and I just shake my head, causing his faint smile to fall. He takes some time to contain himself, then looks at me again.

"How?" Is only word left his lips. I wipe my tears and started to explain to him my story.

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"So this is how I ended up marrying them." He nods and then holds my hand.

"But these marriages are not happened by your will. Are they?" I look at him and wipe my tears.

"Yes. But I love them." I speak with a stern voice so he can't catch my weakness.

"You should. They're your husbands. Loving them or having a physical relationship with them is not illegal. But you love me too." I scoff at his word and stand up, wiping my tears. I started to walk towards the stairs although I wasn't sure where I was going.

"Accept it Aria." I hear his stern voice and turn around. He is now standing up.

"Suit yourself with lies. But I don't love you." I can feel the sick feeling in my stomach while saying this. Feels like my heart will come out of my mouth but I decided to stand on my ground. But what I can't do is look at his eyes, cause if I did then I can't justify my lie.

"No Aria. You're lying. You love me." He left the couch area and started to take slow steps at me. And in some seconds I have to step backwards as he is making the distance between us lesser and lesser.

"No, I don't." I continue to walk back until my back hit the wall and he traps me in his arms.

"You sure?" He asks and I keep my eyes down as I nod. His breath now falling on my face as he's coming closer to me. It was till his lips hovering over mine.

"Then why are you shaking? Why are your lips trembling? And why can I hear your fastening heartbeat as I come closer to you?" With his every word, his breath was fanning my lips. He was right, I can control my feelings. But the desires are blooming into my body by having him close, what can I do with them?

"Are you still gonna make me believe in your lie that you don't love me?" He said and again I nod, without looking at him.

"Look at me while you're talking to me." I nervously look up at him. Tears were gathering in my eyes but I let them fall. Because I can't hide my pain anymore.

"Please Jungkook. I can't do this. Let me go. Please." I somehow shakily reply to him. And the next thing, he just removes his hands from either side of my head and steps aside. His pain was dropping from his eyes, straining his shirt, but he decided to let go of me.

I slowly walk towards the door, with a load of guilt on my shoulders. His sobs were clearly ringing in my ears. But I didn't want to turn around as then I'll never be able to stay strong.

I reach the doorknob and hold it open when a flashback ring in my head.

"You have to stop thinking about everyone. This is your life and you have to think about yourself first. Stop caring about everyone around you and put yourself first for once, please."

As soon I remind it, I turn around. Jungkook was still standing in his place where I left him, trying to stop his tears by wiping them. I pull all my feelings and strength together and call him.