My Seven Husband

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Aria's POV:-

Sweaty. I'm feeling all sweaty and pressured. As if someone pressed down me on the mattress with all his weight. With full of curiosity, I slowly open my eyes and found a whole Kim Seokjin laying on top of me, umm... more like a cat who is laying on the floor with its arms spreading. His mouth was slightly open but curled upwards as if he's dreaming about something. I can enjoy the sight for the whole day but not today as I promised Jungkook that I meet him after finishing all my appointments.

"Jin, Jin wake up. You're squeezing me." I tried to call him but my voice came out more like a squeak by his weight. But thankfully, he slowly moves and opens one of his eyes to look at me.

"Why are you squeaking Ari? You sound like a puncher helium balloon." He said as he roll off of me and I take a deep breath in relief. But still, both of us lay there, in complete silence, looking at the ceiling.

"You aren't uncomfortable, are you?" I turn my head at Jin, whose eyes were still focusing on above us.

"Why would I be?" I try not to sound confused, but I am confused.

"About Me. That a psychopath like me is your husband?" My eyes widened as I sit up and turn my whole body at him.

"What are you saying Jin? Marrying you was completely my decision. Why would I be embarrassed by my own decision? And remember one thing Jin, you aren't a psychopath. Yes, you indeed were psychologically ill. But you're not a psychopath, you can't be Jin." I speak with honesty but as he turns his head towards me, my heartbeat stopped. His eyes were full of tears.

"Then why am I not in your life Ari?" A tear escapes his eyes, making me both confused and hurt at the same time.

"What are you talking about Jin? You are in my life even you are my first-"

"I heard everything, Ari. You don't have to pretend that you are capable to hide everything from me." He stops for a second and sits up straight. And trust me, I suddenly lost the ability to breathing.

"I didn't see you for a quite long time as I was busy with learning works as a nurse. But one day, I suddenly notice a change in you. At first, I can't put my finger on it. But then I realise, you started to wear anklets. At that very moment, it didn't catch my attention that much. But then I started to become curious about who gave you this. That's when I heard your conversation with Hobi and Jimin. You were telling them how you love this guy and how he proposed to you and kissed you." My stomach suddenly turns and I feel a bad urge to vomit by his words. Oh lord! How worse I could be than this, that my husband had to eavesdrop on my conversation, which I should've told him a while ago. But can't do that only because of my cowardness.

"You know what Ari, I wasn't hurt because that guy kissed you or you're in love with him as I knew it'll happen one day. If it wasn't for him then one of us will be the person. But what hurt me was that the person I love this much didn't even think of share her happy moments with me? Am I that bad?" He blinks a couple of times to stop his tears from fall but that was a useless attempt. But I didn't even try to wipe mine. Cause I'm feeling guilty, and no matter how much I try, I can't stop them. I was thinking, I hurt Namjoon by not telling him at first. But what I did to Jin was way worse than that. I open my mouth and tried to speak. I try to say so many words but nothing came out. So I sat there, in silence, holding my guilt inside me.

"Say something, Ari." His voice shakes while calling for my name.

"Jin, I-" I tried my best to think something to tell him. Anything could be okay at that moment. But no, nothing. There's nothing that could wash my guilt. So I tried to get away from the bed but he suddenly pull me by my wrist and attached our lips. The kiss was so gentle. As if he's caressing my lips with his. Both of our tears mixed and it's hard to say who's pain is making our eyes wet. After a minute, he slowly pulls away and rests his forehead on mine. We were breathing the same air and sharing the same pain.

"Never hide anything from me again, okay? I know I can get angry at you but you don't need to be scared of my anger cause you can stop it. You're my anchor Ari. Thinking about you makes me calm. So please, give me a little place in your life. Please don't hide things from me." He said with a whispering tone, almost shaking voice.

"I won't Jin. I promise I won't hide anything from you. Ever." As soon as the words slipped off of my lips, he engulfs me in a warm embrace, hugging me so tight like if he leaves me then I'll fade into thin air. And we share a good time in each others warmth.

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Taehyung's POV:-

"What are you thinking Jungkook?" I finally ask after seeing Jungkook zoned out for a long time.

"Umm... It's umm... About Ari... You..." He doesn't have to say it fully as I catch his signals by his broken words and hold his hands.

"Hey hey, Kook, you don't need to think about me. I love Ari and she loves me too. You don't have to think that you have to share her love and that'll cause her to love me less. No. I know her way before you know her and she's that kind of girl who can starve her own but never let us starve. She can do anything with our love Jungkook. You don't need to back off just because of me. Okay?" Jungkook smiles and nods his head. That's when my phone goes off, showing my father's number.

"Hello! Yes, appa. What's wrong? What?" My phone slips off of my hand and I stumble back on the chair with a loud thud. Thankfully Jungkook was strong enough to hold me in the place. I hear my friends, calling my name repeatedly. But I was unable to answer. My heart was burning in pain. The pain I never thought I could have in my life.

"What happen Tae? What did your father say?" I hear Hoseok hyung's voice. And I can't ignore him like that since he's the eldest here right now so I look up at him. But sadly, no matter how much I'm trying, nothing is coming out.

"For the love of heaven Tae, say something. Why are you crying?" I hear Jimin and look at him standing at my side. And this time, I can't control my emotions and wrap my arms around his waist, before hiding my face in his stomach. Cries of pain are living in my mouth and I can do nothing about it. He finally pull me out of his embrace and force me to look at him.

"You have to tell us Tae. You can't just sit here and cry. This is not gonna work. Tell us Tae, what's wrong." I nod my head as I close my eyes and gather enough courage to speak the poison out of my mouth.

"Someone raped my sister!"

TO BE CONTINUED...

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Hello guys. First of all, I'm so sorry for this short chapter. As I'm not in my correct state of mind right now. And as my army family member, you have the right to know what happened in my life.

So, I lost my aunt this week. She was my father's eldest brother's wife. I haven't seen her or anyone of her family from the last 17 years. But still, I remember a little bit of her appearance. Anyways, she didn't die here. Our families don't talk for like 10-12 years. They have no connection between them even though they're my father's biological brother's family. So I don't know anything about them.

I know it's okay if I write this chapter later. But if I didn't, then I didn't have anything to distract me from the pain. So please bear this small chapter and wait for the next one cause I'm gonna bring something spicy.

Thank you.