DEFINE LOVE 2 (TRILOGY TO Diary Of A Gay Black Teen)

Wrong Turn

I really been having writers block trying to figure out the the moral I want this story to portray. But I know I said I was going to do a trilogy, and because I always stick to my word, here goes the first chapter. Please don't rush me to update because I only wrote this chapter and I honestly don't know how I'm gone go about doing this. I just knew I had to put it out sooner than later so here it is.
Enjoy!

Jay P.O.V
"Wake yo faggot ass up." A bucket of scorching hot water was tilted over my head, dripping down slowly, causing my body to shake. I was trembling so bad, it may have looked like I was having a seizure. I clenched down on my teeth but soon there came a loud weep for help, escaping my dry lips. I haven't had water in I don't know how long. The chains clanged as I tried to get away from the agony pain, but there was no way out. I swear I'm gone kill this nigga once I find out who face behind that ski mask. "Its all over now." He cocked the gun in the center of my forehead and the first thing that came to my mind was my kids, Tre, and Jakayla, exactly in that order. *BOOM*

I jumped up head first from my King size bed I shared with my baby Tre. "Not another dream." He leaned up saying with his eyes still shut. "Yeah its getting worse." I never had a nightmare in my life, but suddenly when a nigga get back from jail, I start seeing things. I couldn't go back to sleep so I brought Tre closer and watched him make smiley faces as he slept.

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After everything that's been happening in my life, oddly, marriage was still kind of strange to me. I still got a week to back out of this, but then again it felt so right making this big step in my life. It seem like in the past all I ever been doing is taking steps back and now I'm just trying to move forward. I'm out with the old and in with the new.

Sometimes I just sit back and I think about my life without him and I laugh to myself because I can't. I love Tre crazy ass and I always will. We finally managed to settle back in Atlanta but for some reason I just didn't feel the same being here. I love my home town, but all it has ever done is leave bad memories for me.

My studio now had a bad rep because of me being locked up for a year, and now no one wanted to fuck with me. It was cool though, because I really don't need this shit, and I can't function right anyway knowing some niggas hurt my big sis there. I can't wait to find them niggas so I can blow they shit off. I looked at the footage from that night over a thousand times, but I cant pin point who faces where there.

I decided to put the studio up for sale and months later I got a pretty good deal. I used half of that money to pay off our little trip to Miami and Orlando, Florida since we couldn't get married in Atl. Plus I finally decided to take the kids to Disney World, but they didn't have the slightest clue. Tre gathered his two quote on quote besties and I got Ugg of course, Lovey, and even connected back with Trell once he finally got out of jail. They became some cool ass people.

Tre don't want me hanging around nobody but Ugg and yeah I get why, but I knew they wouldn't pass me or I hope they wouldn't. I'm always trusting niggas until they prove me wrong.

"Its time to roll. Yo ass always have us behind every fucking where we go. We gotta be on the road. Chop Chop." I yelled towards Tre so he could hurry his ass up but he still wasn't listening. Yeah nothings changed. He was walking around slowly like we didn't have shit planned for when we got there. He still trying to pack shit when I told him to get ready last night.

But truth is Im just a little cranky because he didnt give me none this morning and haven't in quite a while, and I can't take this shit man. He out the blue talking about he celibate until we get married. I don't even know what that shit mean because he really got me fucked up. I was hitting that every night, day, whenever I wanted, and now he got me playing with myself. I hate being sexually frustrated and he know that.