DEFINE LOVE 2 (TRILOGY TO Diary Of A Gay Black Teen)

Wild

Love is an Unemployed Emotion
- Kevin Gates

Tre P.O.V

"Oh my God, you okay." I went up to Kendrick as he tried to get up from the floor. As I pulled him up, he stumbled. I started crying lightly, but he put his index finger onto my lips and raised his shirt up weakly.

"My life is my job so, Im always on duty." He managed to get out. Revealing a bullet proof vest from under his shirt, I stood back stunned. "Really!" I helped him take it off and he had little but still visible redish black spots on his stomach. He said he was okay but it look to me like it hurt.

"No wonder your chest felt so damn hard last night." I laughed a little and wiped away my trail of tears. He don't even know the amount of pain he struck into my heart just now.

"You sure you okay." I rubbed the side of his face and he assured me once again that he was. He continued staring down at me biting his lips sexily. I locked his hands with mine and just stared up at his mature facial structure.

My heart skipped some beats from watching him as he step towards closer to me. He had this certain demeanor that lures me towards him. I just want to be in his presence forever.

Naturally my eyes closed, for the kiss my lips were stuck out for. He kissed my lips softly and I just wanted to stay in that peaceful space with him.

But knowing that this may be the last kiss, I savoured his sweet lips. As it deepened still steadily, I couldnt help but to think what if? I don't know what I would've done if Jay had killed him.

As soon as I heard a phone ring it was like a gravitational pull, parted our affection from one another forever. I glanced at his phone rolling my tired eyes as Wife popped up on his Galaxy screen.

EW! This bitch. I threw up mentally but I can't front, she looks pretty decent. I give her that. I know I shouldnt have so much hatred towards her, but its the fact that she has my man, and I can't do nothing about it, that's eating me alive.

"Yes baby, I'll be back in the morning." His voice faded into another room as he left me there just standing alone. I decided I'd leave without saying goodbye since it seems that he's having quite the conversation. All I heard was laughter and I didn't want to stick around hearing none of that.

He's okay and happily engaged so there's no point of me being here. I went into the room and called Kelly since Jay ugly ass had Chris phone. She answered breathing hard as hell.

"Bitch what's wrong with you. You getting some dick." She faked laughed and said no. "Im looking for you, where you at."

"The Hilton Hotel we passed when we got here, I'll be waiting in the front." "Okay, we coming." Her breaths sounded off even harder through the phone, like she had lost complete control of her lungs.

I hung up the phone and Kendrick was standing right behind me. I flinched and told him he scared the shit out of me. "Sorry, so you leaving."

I walked closer and put on my left shoe. "Yeah, I'm going back home... So goodbye." I gave him a weak smile as I walked passed him. Like I knew he would, he quickly pulled me back.

"If I wasn't engaged, you know things would be different right." He had no idea. "No do you know if you wouldn't have went behind my back and got that lying bastard out of jail, things would be different right." He looked confused, but knowing it was the truth. I dont have time for this.

"But I thought that's what you wanted." He looked so puzzled. Even if he was what I wanted who and what gave him the right to jeopardize what we were slowly building. Im tired of people thinking they know what's best for me.