Sinfonia agridulce

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To Sir, on turbulent relationships

[Or not.

A fine catch

woman by submission]

Never touch the girl you've struck

Never kiss her in all her bloom

Never lay the girl who's hardly known another's bedspread

Never take the girl and place her in oblivion

Never take the girl out of your pocket to play today

but not tomorrow

maybe next Tuesday,

who can tell?

So long as no one is looking

You only glance at her sidelong

as you stroll past.

Never think of me-

a woman of submission

a woman with a broken womb and shattered breasts

a woman who spat out your essence

a woman shrouded by a past

a sin

a lie

a girl in all but shell.

Es Pera

Not a single day went by unstirred by her face in my mind. Those days crawled through my fingers into the soil, clockwork for the child..s spell. Crushing thirsty dandelions and plucking mushrooms filled the gaps I didn..t want to feel her gone. Everyday I hoped and prayed to the God of small things fixed under his INRI and the lady de Guadalupe gaping at me in her golden-ray splendor for my tiny sins above the dresser, watching and waiting with me.

An October morning drenched in sun like every other she appeared. Her more stunning than the virgin [please forgive me, madrecita]. I clasped my tiny arms around her pale neck, the sweet smell of washed pears and faint sweat. I tasted her unruly brown curls, salted and dry. I asked nothing. She groaned and pried me off. ..The baby... I felt her bump and wanted it dead. It was bad enough she had another boy on tow.

She hardly glanced my way. I felt her love receding. She walked the day of all souls while I wept face down on my shared bed. Her name is Esperanza but like all golfas and loose women, her own mother said, she goes by someone else.

fugaz

te escapas de mi rostro

fugaz

al sentirme tuya

criatura vil, arrinconado

desliza tus dedos sobre mi piel rasgada

roza mis senos agrios

toma mi vientre roto

y olvídate de mi al despertar

A MI ME ARRASTRA EL VIENTO

y me muero por irte a buscar

she's no good

don't claim to know

for her heart will hide

her fallacies

the calamities

her eyes do implore

don't look away

she's no good

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